left

I woke up from 7 n waited till 11
Juz 2 Figure out that no 1 would come
I think I got a lot of fren
but I dun hear from them
what another night all alone
When u spending everyday on ur own....

NIKEsb Classic

should i use tis to sk8 - or use tis to jalan2 - or i should'nt buy tis
hahax..
confuse
dayumm

mayb the p.rod signat mod will do aiite..?

juz bloggin..

peace outx..

dun forget to express ur muther fuckin thoughts on the tag board..
ok take away the violence...

this may be the closest thing that you'll receive an apology

re-emo

mann..gonna miss them -
ok what's next happy b'dae man to arwinder...finally 17 hahax..
damn hav fun...okx.. wat's next..tired..

i dunnoe - wat - to sae..
i wanna like you -

they sae when itx ez to get ho itx ez to let - go..

and i thought the world is square

hey why nvr miss call..hahax kinda miss u peeps

its december fever - punk not dead yea...so is hip hop
techno's for gay
technically i'm chinese

i dun understand man - is india near china..?

then i must be havin gre8 granpa stayin in btween the borders
watever -

peace outx
tired re-emo

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whoa..when i'm gone...dun miss me
dun miss syahmi
no use be good be gone..
come here baby n kiss me...

man..can i take ur god damn muther toott order...
itz cool..itz cheeszy dawg...

i wanna new skateboard...
get my self sum bling
hook sum shits up
i dunnoe man..

dat futsala was gre8 dude..
check out tis video man..
peace out

sorrie for da delay..i'm kinda lazy to update
sorrie if u get debarred..didnt meant not to call u...

sorrie for those bastard whom i point middle fingers at blindly..
hahax nolah..feel sooo.......

free..

peace outx guys
JUGEND SK8 TEAM
NIKEsb
Puma
Vans

flip outx


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when i'm gone..

when i diee.....
......And when I'm gone, just carry on....don't mourn.
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice,
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling,
And I ain't gon' feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain.
Just smile back...




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haiizz

the most boring rayer i had ever encounter...nvr look foward to it..
no one understand around here...tot i was enjoing my self...yah i was "enjoing" myself...haiiizzzz..

arhhh...pissed off peace outx...

...

Find me here
Speak to me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That is leading me to the place where i find peace again
You are the strength that keeps me walking
You are the hope that keeps me trusting
You are the life to my soul
You are my purpose
You are everything
And how can i stand here with you and not be moved by you

Would you tell me how could it be any better than this
You calm the storms
You give me rest
You hold me in your hands
You won't let me fall
You steal my heart and you take my breath away
Would you take me in
Would you take me deeper now
'cause you're all i want
You are all i need
You are everything, everything

u hit me , we hit u

hahax..todae morning went to mickey's crib..
coolx..watch sum funny shits..fuckin funny duude..
hahax..

so didnt get enough sleep. till after noon went to meet my bro..sicked
for while then tot of goin to whitesand to meet fat joe..eh i mean amir... then he kena bastard..so late then dowan to come.so ask him come down my hood..boredom takes over, till we went on our own ways to our own house...okx i noe boring right hahax..

on my way..saw jugend..sk8 for while..lolx...then went home
then..n then.......n then.......n theeeennnnnnnn....

i noe i sleep around 8 plus woke up around now...micky goin cycling soon or wat..damn...i wish my bike still there..arrrhhhh
nvm...lata hhax..now i wanna chill n drink sum kopi..hehex

chin chaoz..seeya around...hmm my tagboard's dead..
mayb i should remove it..hahax.. it was so heavy to move the mouse to edit the back ground of my blog..i hate it actually..

hahax..

peace out no h8..

waitt.... see tis..

ahakx..

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certified gangsta

okx.
i got sum issues..
i dunnoe wat it is hahax..
tryin to livin it up..livin in da free world..
i have to rise wit the fallen..
taste the bitterness..climb over fence.
slit ur mom's throat.
nobody noes how violent i can be..
u...u'll noe sumday..its bored in here..
todae went skatin..yeaaaahhhhhhh...
fuck it..lost tis...lost that..dunnoe whens comin back..?
mayb i should push maself futher yah..
can't grind..can't do tis...can't do dat...fuck it
it's frustratin.skate sengkang..hahax..there tis dog n its owner sittin on the chair
blockin our way....burn mutha fucka burn...hahax..power la u ppl..
kwang³...jugend in da house yah...finally gotta sk8 after long injury due to unforseen circumstances.
lolx..i'll be back afta O's...like old days...
mugging..dunnoe can make it..lost confident lost faith..no motivations..no aims no goals..
wats up wit ppl nowadays..haix..bitchin..hahax dats cool..backstab..kill...slit troat..
i dunnoe wat i'm sayin..juz blog shit..okx peace out
seeya another time... JUGEND...

Raw dawg, get your arm gnawed off
Drop the sawed off and beat you wit the piece it was sawed off of
Fuck blood, I wanna see some lungs coughed up
Get shot up in the hot tub til the bubbles pop up
and they nose and cough snot up, mucus in hot water
Dats for tryin to talk like The Chronic was lost product
dats for even THINKIN of havin them thoughts thought up!
You better show some respect whenever the Doc's brought up!!
So what's the difference between us?
We can start at the penis
Or we can scream, "I Just Don't Give a Fuck, " and see who means it!

how i wish......

todae nuthin much..yesterdae i mean..i've been bloggin in da am.s lately..
got maself sum weed..lolx..oklah start from dat day...went geylang...walk2 wash2 eye..
nolah...nuthin much ah there...is juz dat i've not step into dat territory since dunnoe when 3 4 years back..kinda fun when u go wit ur brotha...sum buy couple of clothes..nuthin much..

everyday me also nuthin much..haix..
so i was havin a thought..why she wanna bother..like i care whether she care...
pretendin to care or wat..there's nuthin left to sae anymore..
i dowan to think of it...it juz make me SICK..!!! u heard me..

i wish i could just express it to some1 how i felt right now..yesterdae or mayb tomoro...
i dunnoe u..i dunnoe me...lolx...sounds familiar...really.. feelin bad everydae...trust me i cried every night....lolx nolah..crazy...no more tears no more fears...i dun need u..u dun need me..
u think i got miss u..? ok...its a no ok.. it doesnt really matter whether u got miss me or not..
coz i dun giv a shit....arrhh its gettin hot in here..so take off ur clothes...hahax..

ok cool me cool me...gimme sum air everybody...i'm sick n tired to think bout it... overreacting..?
i dunnoe...

todae..i mean yesterdae i woke up at 4 pm..omg....i waste my dae sleepin..its absurd dat ppl hang on my every word...i break my fast around 7 like dat...eat a bit...not so hungry though...
then went to the 8 steps hg pt..where i sk8...now where i study..hahax...thats use to be my 2nd home...those were da days..where koston and chad muska hang outs wit me..ahakx..klah enough of craps.. so change place to inside mac...everyday saw few hot babes inside..wat are they doin there...they noe i was comin right..? lolx.. hahax..then i left go port..take sum weezle in port chillin...so bored...kinda get my mind off it almost fully.... then... i was like ehh... kring2.... omg omg she called me..!!! wohoo..she wasted about 7 minutes of my life talkin...bla bla..
why..??
why bother...?
dun pretend dat u wanna care...it juz really make me fucking SICK to my stomach..
everytime i think of u..i puke....

thinkin of sittin down n write u a lil letter..i think a song prolly a lil betta then da letter..so u juz shreder..yeeda..dunnoe wat da...hah hah..

if not true then be it...the facts still remains...

peace out
lata days...

no h8..
juz bloggin...

chill

dun look back in anger....

u heard me say..?
follow ur heart people..dat's wat ya sae..
coz i chose dat way..
and i think everything's gonna be ok..

i'm livin it up..
two times tricked its all so rubbed..
heart throb like u fart so hard.
long time been doin tis beef
no one's there alive can make my teeth greeth
so hard i'ma break ur skull into half..
suck ur brains out and serve as mocha
baby drop for pakour its all fuck off.
so dumb and cool till u drop dead
left wit lumps and bloody pool..
so sorrie...

killin me off is not simple
tryin to knife me is tough n impossible..
its inadmissable. the trick is u dun hav wat
it takes to beat me..btw i like chicks wit thick hips..
hahax..rap so easily on sweetmc..now i'm take my munch2
n watch whose line izzit anyway..

peace of mafuchax
no h8..
its my rap game..

violents in me..ur learned from it..

hey...i'm kinda feeeling tired...hahax..

wats luv....its about trust...or izzit lust..
watch it..

joe crack..

eh wat ya doin u guys..my o's cummin...any tips an1..please..i need help..
hhahax..todae nuthin much ya...sleep late sure tired by now...
i dunnoe wat i'm doin.i cant wait for this shit to finish at the same time i don't want it to happy so quickly, kast minit won't do, god please help, only u will.i noe...

hopeless...hopeness..hope...
arrhhh
dunnoe lahh...
i wanna log offf
thx for reading

i'm kinda weak right now...
take care

peace no h8
juz bloggin...
tis web is only suitable for people below 26
if ur above...ur a fag.....dun sue me..coz ur a faggot...


p.s.
i have the rights to remain violent.anything i say or do will be use against u.

feelin...

ending was always bad..

u look tru my ma fucking shit...

time flies n shit changes..

y u still wanna read..yah u noe whu u are..

fuck off la..i need peace...

deleted everything...

i put my heart n soul,,
u put ur head n fold..

b4 i listen to techno u betta shuddup...
i dunnoe i dunnoe...

u dunnoe wat the fuck i've been tru..
hope to tell everything out..
u see.. there's nuthin to sae no more..
my arms loose..u take few secs to forget..
juz dat one night..
everything change..
ok

reality's harsh...i can accept it...
i failed to control myself..
it juz come from within..
lucky for u,,,
lucky there's sue..
ahakx..

peace

okx.......

if there's any bitches in tis room..there's sumthin i gotta sae.
for all those fools whu fall for the first gal whu come's thier way..
i've been down n now i rolling up..sitting on square one...
try to pick my self up...where i started from...


p.s.
i've nvr hated anyone like i hate u.....

stronger/?

it may seem look simple to u but its not..u will nvr noe how it feels..
realised dat all of u are the same...
i cant continue studyin like tis..
it affect me deeply..
u took the easy way out...u nvr learn ut lesson..
i really dun understand..i dun ok...
to hate or to love...u played me..
u used me..u hurt me...i may act like tis but deep inside..its unexplained..
u can get ut mind of it so easy-ly...depressing is one word
and there's hundred n one to describe how i felt right now
for those whu r reading my blog..i'm sorrie for not updating it
i still feels it...u dun...u r being indifferent for watever i've said..
dun noe y i'm like tis

remember when i promised after the dnt is done
everything's gonna be alright
nuthin's gonna be alright and nuthin's gonna change
to wait or to hold back or to forget..i'm confused...lonely..
disturbed by tis..u didnt really tell me why...ur totally indifferent..
juz another lame excuse..so fast..
so strong dat i cant get tru...after tis dat..after dat tis..
and its going back and forth..i'm really going crazy..
feeling killing my self..can i..?
for wat..for dat bitch whom used to be very positve..
are u finding alternative solutions to get ur way out..?

i really dun understand n i dun get it... tis is the most stupidest bloggin i've done
everything's down in my heart..i still hate u...
is life's like dat...can there be any worst..?
i really do hate u..i wanna forget bout the 5 days shit
2 years shit...picture shit..5 month shit..up and down shit
and all of ur shit...its not like u care...u dun even care
u did it to me few times..if ur like dat...then nuhtin's gonna change..
u will still be like dat...u'll nvr get wat u want if ur like dat..
turn over new leaf...turn over new shit...
y cant u juz understand...u cannot accept dat ur B~
anythin bad bout u...u cannot accept...but ur acting it dat way..
i've to go tru tis b4 O'''..?wat the heck...the months was better fufill wit my
skateboarding u noe dat..seriously after wat happen,,,ur raelly indifferent
go check dictionary la if u dunnoe wats indifferent...

everything's gonna be alright...juz me myself and her(my sk8board)
i wanna finish tis off wit a ollie down 8 mayb..
or fs flip down 6..hahax

sumbody gotta make me happy..only my deck will
no matter how hard i smack her...
i can still do kick flip wit my eyes close....
there's always consequence for wat ever i do...
mayb tis is it...last straw thats all dats it
there aint gonna be another fucking politics..
u feelin good over there...i noe...there's nuthin bad u will feel bout..
honesty is not a factor..how long can u go on witout it..?
are u selfish...?? u juz wanna make ur self feel better..right
everything's for urself right
all u have is for ur self right..

takpe...sabar jer lah yang ader dis sebelah serawak...
sabar adalah separuh dari malaysia..ehh
dari iman...bulan puase nie..
its good...okx...as time flies..when i can breath properly...
then i will do all the things dat i wanted...hope u juz stay happy dgn dier...

yang benar,
ur's truly,
manikam ,
puchitao,

muhammad syahmi

ah gal..

happy b'dae syg....
muax...

if u recall...

the more ruder u got to me the more beautiful u got to me
the time is closer to death and date line..
wat i've done to ct
its all mistaken trully i'm not fine
i'm all awaken to the vine shit
its been long since i wanna do this beat..
time constraint and its always sporadic
how i wanna achieve things when time flies
muz be kickin ma ass n be versatile..
like all pimps feel gals
livin in this fucking freeworld
thinkin of all trouble..
u betta pay the fee b4 i punch ur front teeth
i got back 3 from the one to the 3..


peace

EMIN3M to release new album "The Funeral" in late 2005!

Rap artist Eminem (Shady/Aftermath) has begun preliminary development on a new double disc album to be released late 2005. The double disc album entitled "The Funeral" will feature tracks from all of Eminem’s personas including Slim Shady and Marshall Mathers.]

The album will also include 4 new songs titled "The Funeral - featuring Bizarre", "The Funeral - featuring Dr. Dre", "The Funeral - featuring Obie Trice" and a brand new Dr Dre produced track "Where I’m Standing (In the Game)". The album will "put to rest" all three of Eminem’s personas and supposedly clear the way for a new Eminem.

The album will be divided into 3 sections each divided by one "The Funeral" track. Bizarre will rap about the Slim Shady persona, Dr. Dre will rap about the Marshall Mathers persona, and Obie Trice will rap about the Eminem persona. The last track of the album will be "Where I’m Standing" with a new "reborn" Eminem rapping over the beat. More news and updates on "The Funeral" to come.

cele bread

hey u can kiiss ma

hey hey...
whats upp...

todae was aiite...nuthin much. i got maself few cute badggge from u..
miss u so muuchh....
okok i dunnoe...its been long since i've been writin shit...

ok the economic growth is dunnoe wat 3 to 5 % or sumthiin..
err politics economics soSIAL...said mr lee...
the growth was all contributed by main leading music industry hip hop..
shady records have been producing billions of dollars and the gov is not very aprriciative(??)
bout it...so the marijuana was supppose to be legalize by 9th of august...on the 11th of august...
i'm not free..hahax so ladies dun col me(whu wan to col me sia) hahax...

u still continue to read and u will go mad within 1 week...
i write craps and crabs....but u still read..
i dunnoe y i've been doin this blog shit..
maybe juz to express ur thoughts to all f***ed bitch
u here me say, u saw me go,but u'll nvr see me with a hoe
to much pride to take care of, killin even frens and foes..
make ur move jack..dun get stab in the back..!!!

peace no wave..
miss u honey..!!
thinkin of u.....

welcome to detroit

got maself an anger management tour 2002 ya'll.....
peace...

thx to ma honey...
ur d sweetest....here's a kiss from me to u...

muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ya'll peaaceeee

Sucks cess

hmm...so sleepy doin exams...O's comin..?? selfishness leading lives away from animosity..

eh wat tokin me...haiz...scary..scared afraid..terrified petrified..
watever sike....!!!

hmm..hv been missing u lately...so my bro got a new hook whu is also my pen pal..hahax...gd luck yeah...both of ya,,,i'm gettin sick and tired of the prison..hoping to have a revolution soon...

need supporters...based on his fat stomach...there's no way its goin to burst,,,so my only option..is..leave this muther f***** prison... and i had no option...failure is not an option...Suckcess is my only way out...once o leave i wont come back..not for the sick of the fat bastard whu destroy my years of happiness in the prison,,
please...die of heart disease or sumthin...ur juz too fat...
there is no way that i'm goin to write things that is goin to oppose an1...but once i rap.. sue me...arse hole......bleed till u shit bleed....

hit me niggaz...i got 99 problems with the school..underground rule breakers...escape the prison and u'll be freed for life..

freedom for mankind 22 november 2005....peace

honeyz...

hope to see u happy..everytimee....all the timee....
muaxx....!!!!

special person

i was awaken everyday by the ass...eh!! i mean the ess..
wat ah great mind..! hmm so sleepy everyday...dunnoe why..
time to start to sleep early aite..
its been long i noe...sorrie for those who had come n go
witout satisfaction
lup her so much..nuthin to hide about..
lord can u hear me speaks...
the big thing is coming and i'm not doin anythin..omg!!!!!

there are certain issues that i would like to address..
firstly...i hate ur mom..hahax..nah juz kiddin..
i dunnoe la..wat the heck am i doin here wastin precious
seconds when there are many things undone..
hmm...i dun wanna lose u honey....
thx for everything that u've done for me..
i may not be the most special person to the world..
when it spin when it swirl..eehh..hahax.
jiwang nie...gd luck for ur mt oral....try ur best...hmmm
pls stand by me...hehhex..
its really been long since i blog tis shit..hope u understand
i'm a very bz man u naw....

wat if i cant make it..?
wat if on that very day i'm sick.?
wat if i got a memory loss?
wat if i forgot the exams date..?nah wont one..
wat if i broke my right hand days b4 O..?
wat if....wat if....

wat if u stop reading this and open ur book and study..
okx peace...

u gimme the fight will and the right turn..
i'll giv u a tight feel..and be wit u 24/7....
i can operate better than 7/11
i'll kill anyone whu hurts u and let it burn...
take care...


original evil genius..

Remember to keep urself alive there's nothing more important than that.

Tell me do you see that old lady aint it sad
Living out a bag, plus she's glad for the little things she has
And over there there's a lady, crack got her crazy
Guess she's given birth to a baby
I don't trip and let it fade me, from outta the frying pan
We're jumping to another form of slavery
Even now I keep discouraged
Wonder if they take it all back while I still keep the courage
I refuse to be a role model
I take hoes, keep control, drink out my own bottle
I make mistakes, I learn from everyone
And when its said and done
I bet this Brotha be a better one
If I'm upset, you don't stress
Never forget, that God hasn't finished with me yet
I feel his hand on my brain
When I write rhymes, I go blind, and let the lord do his thang
But I'm in less holy
Cuz I choose to puff a blunt and drink a beer with my homies
Before we find world peace
We gotta find peace in that war on the streets
My ghetto gospel

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rough ride

Aftermath

All I need is juz a lil bit
I dunnoe why sum col them cutie kidz
u looked like u wanna get a lick
whatever it is I dun giv a shit

todae I shit In school...!!!!!!!
muahahah...proud of it
damnn feel shiok when everythin
came out...
cannot tahan ah...haha...hmm
then as usual the intenshits thing
makin me sick...I was bored n the big day is comin
I’m not prepared...
wat to do...I dun think she's prepared...
I hope she can do here best
gd lucks...muax muax...
hmm...magic wok..nice...hahaz
thx honey.....

byez peace...

sorrie

things go well todae untill lately...
around tis time...i dunnoe...

i really dunnoe....tell me pls...
sorry if i reply u late
sorry if i didn ans ur call
sorry if i use my sickness as an excuse..
sorry if i scold u
sorry if i scold u for nuthin
sorry if i dun treat u well
sorry if i dun make u feel good
sorry if i am not clean..
sorry if i didnt wore ma jogging shoe(which i dun hav one)
sorry if u are mad at me
sorry if i failed to make u happy
sorry if i'm asshole
sorry if i miss anything
i'm juz so sorry okz...
muax

hope to see u happy always...
py always...peace...

ct

todae i felt bad...
i came outta house feelin so happy..knowin where i wanted to go..
but i went home feelin sick n tired n also sad... i treat her so bad...
yet she shows me luv..i didnt noe wat to do..but melt gilerr....!!! hehex...
i noe i didnt treat her like i used too.. dats y i'm so really sorrie...
and i hope i can be strong enough to support ma self to take care of her...
i dint mean to trouble her so much....i hope u can bear wit it for the time being
and juz to let u noe dat u havent lose me...aittee gal....
i cant be wit u 24/7 physically..but i can still be wit u spiritually and emotionally...

sometimes i can't show how thankfull i am to u.....whenever u did sumthin special
to me coz every small lil things dat u do realy touch ma heart...i can't even explain
it in notes..like i sae....one day u'll noe okz... when the times right...

so exams juz round the corner.....few months is like few minutes......
so yang treasure every seconds....
i feel like slappin ma self....* arhhh ouch...*
for being a fool...i shouldnt hav show things dat i'm not supposed to show...
mayb i didnt noe....i'm so sorrieee...okz....muax////

hmmzz...haizz.z..i dunnoeee.....

the most things is the least
i need ur hug n kisses
hope the rats eat all ur cheese
hope all the bad things be in peace...

tooo tired laa

my say....
i was born wit no fear...
i came to the world full of tears
realizing dat i was not alone
i recline on ma bed while tokin on the fone
saddened by the outcome of the battle
i scared that i'm juz buildin' sandcastle
but i noe its juz my brain playin wit sum puzzle
feelin my heart , i wanna sae sorry to all the people....
i failed....


u are damn right nobody ever mess wit me
this is doc syahmi rappin bout ma controvesy
the other day i shit n sick n big said damn
i'm gonna kill n then there'll be a post mortem
why is there racist while i'm tryin to be multi racial pls think!!
there's sure sumthin to do wit the muther ****in' 'CHINK'
sumtimes i feel that i'm an interloper in ma own family
syah feels kinda sucker when he doesnt hav any responsibilty
me tryin to reminisce about the things dat we do
the more it goes the more i will syg u...
ok dat bitch tok like a cock cocka a doodle
i've enought of the cock n bull story people!!!
yanngg our R is like a conjugal
i'm sorriee...i cant think of anyhtin coz i'm too sick to do tis..
am i really sick or did i juz play truant
yangg...i was bad aiitee....and my stomach was flatulent...ahuh
i'm afraid dat one day i'll have to look at the history of our chat
which i dowan too..sumtimes i feel dat i'm a flibbertigibbet
this wordy loads too long for u to see...
so i'll send a sample for ma honey personally...
ouh my god...i'm wrttin tis n i'm so sleepy..
sorriee....its juz dat i remember the date eleven
i miss u soo much that i wanna be wit u twenty-four seeven....

when i was sleepin juz now...i really feel got sumthin...
hope u can understan...i feel so relax...comfort...
feel like sleepin there the whole day....
i wanted to say that i sayang u so much that
its much more than ur hair.......goo count..em...ehhex kiddin...
hmmm sorrie la guys...i tired n sick when i write this shit...okz
malas nyee....byez....
muax

p.s for those whu believe in themselves....

i got tis far i dun wanna lose ya

i crouch and and cry half way the other day
i was touch by ur say and hope the same thing
u may not feel it from me..but i feel it from u..
one day i will show u dat i can be shining
u noe how i shine..as it takes time as we grew
i really do got syg u
i'll do my best to protect u
i'll be there when u need me to
my boo..i'll be faithfull to u..
wat u said touch me true
wat i wrote came from my heart
wat i hope we'll nvr be apart
mayb i cant show it to u vocally
i juz hope dat u dun sakit hati
when the time is right u will feel it emotionally
as i end my sayin after this shit load
u will see part of my sayin in this written note...
syg...
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24/7

how long i'll wait depends on.....how much i



U.........

i'm happy :( yeah...i try to be....

livin in da hood in da freeworld.....

who woulda even knew that who woulda even thought possibly
Cupid could shoot another one of them God damn darts at me
It's true that I got shot in the heart
But when someone seems too good to be true,they usually are
But see, when you're in it it's too hard to see
Till you pull up and see some other dude hurt me pretty shit
Up under the seat as your heart starts to beat
Before you make a decision that's life altering
And just as you halt and you turn and you start to leave
You hear them words echoing, almost haunting, that taunting ring..

obs introduced us , ct tis is mi, mi tis ct
Then slid off and left her to kick it with me
I complemented her , I said ur malay is very fluent
wit my imagination I could see dat we'll be tokin malay the whole island
we played the fone game, weeks later shit change fast..
big said damn...my tone aint good...touch ur chest
I hope dat my heart is still there....
I can feel the freeworld station being rid off the nation

You should know between us we was like mates to soul
Nothing could intervene us, especially no hoes
You was more or so the chalant type, I chose
To more shows, haunted you nights I suppose
That's how it go, with time spent, emotion grows
In the beginning, friends we decided to roll
So who's responsible when you get excited, explode
And syah's grinning, then you invite that syah's cold
But bitches the gon' talk, niggas they gon' hate
We established this way before we became mates
So whats required is that you chill with all that fire
Get your desire when I retire
We started off closer than close
But who coulda predicted to know, your triflin' ways woulda stopped our growth
And the final result, back in that same boat
I ask myself, do I love u....Oouhhh MY GODD
YESS...!!!!
I'm sorriee.................for everything........

haiizz....I cant write no more...I’m shit..fuck me
I'm the way I used to be..am i....?
y things always turns out the way u dun want it to be.....
mayb its him... maybe its not...
i wanna spend some time wit u.... but i think u need sum time to think bout it...
i hope will hav a fun time ahead... while i die here being hate...
peace no shet...coz everything happens for a reason....
mayb tis will be my last blog shit..
or i'll con...

byez

Aftermath

money .. power .. respect


when I say I wanna kill the bitch I really didn't mean dat shit
but now I'm freaked out n sum1 make me wanna do it..
am I too exaggerated or I'm juz being fooled by those bastard..?
u noe I'm the boss but niggaz I'm not being respected
what ya wanna do...smack em' kill em'
slit their throats like em did to kim..
I’m glad dat ur in good terms wit him..
but dat doesn't mean dat I'm happy wit the 'thing...'

i'm shot tru the heart wit the muther fuckin dart
wit hole as big as the dart only can be cured by ma sweetheart
honey I dun wan u to scold , not to be vulgarer..leave dat to me
u see my name Is not just syahmi
dun believe me u can come down to ma office n ask all ma homies
honey I wanna take u for a ride on ma banshee so col me if ur free
u noe wat makes me not so happy about sum bitch whu's stary
they're juz hopeless people wit hairy pussy whu looks like fat jelly
I wish we're juz frens but now ur enemy wit a z
u dun find trouble wit ma honey or u'll get kicked in d ass by ma homies

I dun rap like phat farms n I dun have the likes of orlando's charm
by the way u'll always in between my arms
ma rhymes are new..my thug 2 is like fuck
whenever I hug or kiss u...ma plus sign goes up..hehex
u fat bastard u think u can 'lean back' wit ur D cup
my B black bently will kill u like me killin D- block in the 21st century
the butch whu turns bitch in few weeks likes sum1 whu looks like jim carey hahaz..
btw hav u ever seen jim carey raps like ur mommy..ahuh
I came down n their looking up n said they were being looked..wtf..?
scared to death they shook , there's no such thing as half way crook
u noe I'm hooked...dun try to fish hooked fish ball which has been cope
get lost fook..i aint got time for all this chapbook..

man I got no rhyme book so I juz choke....chokeddd...syah is choking
syang dear.....syg.......everything happens for a reason...
be strong and u will always be...
dun giv a fuck wat ppl think n do...
they wanna fuck u up....
over ma dead body.....
peace.....
stay happy..........till next time @ mc313

tcinm*

while i was doing ma dnt i was thinkin of u
i didnt realize how much we've grew
did any bitches try to destroy our lives into pieces
i think I'll take the kitchen knife n juz slit their throats
blood bro no more..left wit bitches' blood throats n leeches
sucking all those creatures..eatin tuna sandwiches
while watch those witches bleed to death in peaces

all I noe I do tis all for u, maybe I noe u dun get it
I feel dat the longer it takes the more the water is heated
I noe I feel it the more he sms u the more our R.ship is at threat
the ass was kicked , I feel the meat I hope u can read every alphabet

syah thinks of his rhymes so simple
I can make it look like ur muther fucking dimple
I cripple ur fag leg n insert ur ass wit the big juicy piner-apple (pineapple)
triple noize flopped wit 2 albam coz got me I’ll make their lives trample
ya'll noe everybody noes dat I always go to chapel
but then I switch to temple is so fuckin bored.
so I move on to the mosque.i went there wit ma people..
I dunnoe wat to say coz my life s upside down begginin to shamble
I can't get enough of tis shit, tis bittersweet its not bout u sunny
tis aint zany , the whole thing is bout ma honey
I’m a farmer wit a slash hammer tryin to whack all my farms
start all the kisses..stop wat ever it is..u’ll always in between my arms

see i'm....juz doctor syahmi...
i'll do watever it take not to get ma ass kicked..
now everybody nvr giv a fuck b4 all they did was doubt me... doubt me
now i'm wit ct...all they want to do is fuck me...FUCK me!!!
see i'mm...,......gonna end tis piece........end tis shittt
i dunnoe y i luv tis...gimme ma first kiss...put ur lip like tis....hahax
peacee.....muax

When i die...

When i Die...i'll die..dun miss me..dun u cry..
i'll always be in ur history
u'll nvr see me fly in da skypeace...
syah wit no dr shit..


24/7 wit u gal...u make my head swirl..//

okz.. todae ma project 2020 changed again
i'll have to make a new design
which means i need to make a new sketch
of the new design which means i need more time...
which means i have to do it...
which means i cant drop the subj anymore...
which means the fees paid already ass...

okokzi cant stand it man,...i got no clue wat to do..
i'm confused..lin' help..hehe..i'm sorrie if ur not happy sumtimes wit the way things goes..okz..stay happy aiittee..
.jgn masam²...be strong...be cool..pi ku....ahakz...hmm..

yah ppl..look futher down on tis thug boi..the lower the better...yah...ma fucker...i hate u all ma fucker...u havent see the evil side of me aiittee///i'm the evil genius...u cant see it aiitee.. u will sumday...hahaz crap again...hmmz recently 140 bucks on the pone...ouh my got...wat the fuck was i thinkin...ppl..wake up...ur destroyin ur brain bit by bit... on the handfones...dun be stupid aiiitee...brb.. got fone col//ahakz..okz back...so...how's todae..shit..? no.. elated...wakakaz... ai ni...byz

who's hoosbatank..
stop doin ma thang..
i got no prob shit u shit on ur pants
i'm enough wit ur shit u stupid bitch
maybe sumday i'll watch lilo n stich..ahakz..
i aint dat rich pimp dat owns a piece of land
only sum pimp juices in side ma god damn fridge
i'm gonna slit ur troat till u pee in ur pants
dun come near me or ur ass will get kick
my rhymes are simple enough for u to understand
so gtg scumbitch..peace no shitttttt....
oops me gtg homie...my fones started to rang..

how come//

i've not been sk8in for months...in new york recently...ahakz...

how come...things can turn out tis way...?
i dunnoe,,
fuck all those bitches lilo n stiches...


if there's any bitches in tis room... there's sumthin i.. gotta sae...
for all those foolz whu fell for the first gal whu comes thier way..
i've been down now i'm rolling back..sitting on square one...
tryin to pick ma self up...where i started frommm...

ouh mannn.... todae...sum performance kinda spoilt my day..
luckily there's one or 2 dat make it up.. i was like sleeping wit ma eyes open..
the bananas in pajamas smells the same as the stinks in my ass...
wat the heck...sing dance..sing dance..sing dance... everyweek..
the same...it was like i rather see opera set by the MT hod....
or maybe sum tamil dancing.. man ouh man..blogging is a new form sercasticism..
dissing...makin ppl pissed....the bitch whu got ditched... n the bastard whu got wasted,,,
all kinds of sick ppl made the most sickest thing dat they had ever done... they're young aittte...
do watever u wan..

hmm...24 7...morning day n nite....ouh my god... all kinds of bastard n bitches came out...
she oral me juz now....ahaaakkzkzzz.... i mean...i got oral examinations juz now...u sick bitch wat were u peeps thinkin...ahakz.. it was quite fast,,bout 10 mins... i spit everythin out... i think i fucked up the tez...i was like a chinaman whu can't speak tamil... rappin in malay...tryin to tok to an "ric flair" ahakz...haiz...

peace no shiit...z
sorrie if i offended u...i didnt mean to col u bitch..but ur one.. wat to do,,

Todae 11 april 2005 ,
i've always wanted to say it...
but sumthin always pulled me back
i realised dat i really had to stop listening to others
n start listen to ma heart....

i hope u'll always be strong....n stay happy aiittee..

things dun always turn out the way u want it to be..
appreciate wit wat u have homie...
so..
peace...from dr syahmi
seeya around...

Cini.Le

haizzz....readin brown's book..kinda nice...dun understand sum parts though... few more days to O... wat should i do..? i'm enjoin' maself too much..need actions n not juz words... does an1 hav any motivational shitz dat can gimme.. i wanna workkk.... i wanna work wit the West coast customs...ahakz...built ma own style.. built my own baby... mtv thx for pimpin me...ahh i mean my ride...lolz.. my progress wit denise is lowering at San andres... i now at the other city... she's always not at home..wat should i do... haiz... winnin 11 beta... omg... Iron...hahaz nc16... basically i'm crappin ma self out... sorie for not updatin ah ladies n gents.. i was kinda bz... fuck D&t... i'm doin the sucka project... suck all those shits.. n i think its gonna be a SUCKcessFool one... my daes are over thinkin bout the future...

am i gonna be the next PM of singapore... or its juz PIMP of S'pore.. wat the heck... its Disqualified... anyway... lo breaks down the other day.. raf was shithead... ho was like a whore... thx to the mtv...lolz... i can't see it anyway... no cable tv shits..

tdae saw many familiar humans... ma neighbours...ma frenzzzzzzz... auntiesssss unclezzz...fiona xxie n sharon auuuuuuuoooooo..... n oso one actor fm heartlanders... the inspector dunnoe wat ah forgot the name... not the 2 hunks la... the fat2 short2 wan...

okz ur readin Los Santos blogz...peace not pork floss....pls...
aiittee.......

Finale

sirus the virus

eh..todae at home all the way..
till nite...
i wasted my time killing people in san andreas
n scoring gols in wendetta..
up till todae i havent finish watchin lord of the ring fellowship of the shit..
so i'm gonna watch the dvd soon..wakaka..i'm bored to death everyday..
yetede go the most boring place on earth..johor.. everytime go..
most probably i've been there more than u've been to church mosque or temple..
so its skoolidays.. i'm scared...coz i'm not been doin anythin 4 ma O's
honestly..i'm wastin my time on tis shit..u've been readin about..
ahaha..okok..nobody read it i noe..whu wanna read it anyway..
u..? thx.. yao..i wanna take tis oppoturnity to giv a props to ma bro..
for he had been living for 17 years.. 16 mins.... mine propbably..
for another 23 hours 44 mins..haha okz whu cares right..?
so seeya around buddy..

still sirius the virius..

JJ

okz..its been long i noe... so word up every1.. word up whoo kidzz....
ak`~~hakz...wat A terrible dae everydae... todae was suppose to go riding..
..woke up quiet late..so mission abort... played W11 8... so bored...now its time for me to chaoz...see ya around...thx for the visit..ur greatly appreciated...

peace no h8...aite aite...

king of the bling

Today was D most of the most of the shitty day I’ve ever live… todae went skatin… it was very unusual 4 me coz I don’t noe wat I’m doin.. I think I was high at dat point of time…can’t do much… it was so bad… dat I was vexed for the first time since 2004…can’t help though..Jugend went to court.. 4 meetin..haha tokin bunch of crap dat I aint tryin to hear..so after dat we rob the 7-eleven the 24/7 shop which only close during the disaster day D-Day… and then can’t really Decide where to go after dat… whether wanna go SP ,P , HP , H.PARK, YP , KP , OR KDK…wakakkaka… like a chicken witout a head we went to the SP… I’m confuse by all tis shit… so I dun giv A dumzz…then after dat went to P…frustrated ,angry ,vexed…shitty ,bloody pussy ,, then go home.. dun ask me y…wakaka

okz...chaoz...peace no shit... sorrie no rap beat..

i'm ghost...~~

The Evil Genius

signing in..signing out..dats ma fuckin job

all u hav to do is to sit..down n shit..

dun make it sound like u gonna fart bob

fart the hell outta shit, shit the hell out when u fart

n I juz dun giv a fuck ,

as i walk tis empty street all I see is sum bitch

all they do is hang around the corner waitin to sign sum dick

they aint got no life.. they aint got no money homie
only one p.i.m.p handle all those bitch sunny..

dun forget bout ur bunny homie coz tis bitch is god damn hairy..

only god noes while I sit along tis empty street

as I write sum shit n hear drop beats..

y I keep repeatin over n over again

I ain’t ashame of the blood bro coz all I feel is deep pain

y people hav to come to me like I owe em money

I came to the show n gotta battle the foes n enemy.

gotta end this piece wit a big sick diss ,

as I end this beat

peace no shitttttttttttttttttttttt

brainwash from rock n rap

I'm stress right now..
y can't i be maself

music can alter mood n talk to u
but can it finish ur homework n do O's too
if next time u get straight A's
tell the teachers..u all are mutha farkers
n i dun need u..

wat dis foolz dun hear us complainin bout school rules

they wanna get job done they dun care our feelins..aiite cool
the worlds turn over dude n its very pity..
tis crook dun prepare us for 21st century
aint mad..juz sad n its gettin bad..
as i walk down the track
wit stupid shack n rag
Beg for cash no time to play some ass
i'll puke if go to phuket..
Take photo and dun forget to wave..
sorrie for those peeps, its not my fault
Say cheese while die in peace..
Till the wave comes on n u r hearing tis song..

PeAcee no...
shitt

i write ma life..u write ur lines

its been long since i've livin' in tis world//
when it spin when it swirl//
when i rap till i die//
u'll hear ma crap n ur hair will curl//
plain old beats plain old shits//
u cant beat me or i'll kick ur ass up in D sky//
i aint doin sk00lz//
it only make me head twirl n confusion//
till i finish few O's paper n sum foolz project//
i will be leavin out from the fu*kin prison//
whu cares bout bowing whu cares bout fat ass//
till time runs out whu giv a heck//
mr ass crack he's a class act//
as i end tis shit..till my bone collapse//

i'm so freakin bored till i write sum shets..
its been weeks..yeahh..finally get maself a memory card..its green in color,
now get sum underground games..muahaha...where else i can get..
ahakz..so..hmm todae boring..again..tryin to sk8 but no one exept for one..
but i dun really like skatin alone or 2... at least must hav 5 or more..
haha...to attract 5-0's attention.. aniwae they are freakin lazy..
they won't chase...exept for those underground 1...haha
nuthin much bye..
still aftermath....ahakz..
peace no s.h.i.t.

sum shaaadeee

Wit DELEBERATE-RHYMES i DECAPITATE-MINDS de only way i see u 'comin back' is wit ur dick REPLACED-WIT-UR-SPINE,,,u aint 'sick' ur 'cleaner' than peeps that say PORN-IS-WRONG my 'punches' will hit ur 'thoughts' like brain cancer n have u 'back-peddlin' cause my ARM-IS-STRONG*(armstrongg),,, An honest comment will state that u wasnt LYRICALLY-FIT,IN-CAPS cause throwin a dictionary at me is de only way ur EFFECTIN-ME-WIT-VOCABS,,, Wit RAP-TOOLS i SLASH-FOOLS then ATTACK-DUDES Ill BLAST-U hit ur stomache then watch ur BACK-BRUISE,,, After u get damaged wit PROFOUND-HITS im de winner their gonna ANNOUNCE-KID quit promotin ur crap cause ur a total disgrace to SOUNDCLICK**!!! U couldn't last a round even if u MANIPULATED-DE-CLOCKS cause my shits' so 'mind blowin' ive already ACCUMULATED-UR-THOUGHTS (ahakz.) My hard hittin punches bring ur HEALTH-MISERY thats why you cant 'hang' even though its ur DEATH-PENALTY*!!! I wonder if 'X-Blo-Sive' will FIT-UP-UR-ASS that way u can lose this battle but still come out 'WIT-A-BLAST'***'!!!(boom!)...(get it?, ahaakakkaakka) its over! sike Dr Syahmi

remixxx

wassup yao.......

Now don't think I won't hit you, cause I'm popular
I got a P-90-Roog that'll pop at ya
Catch you slippin' I'm a give ya what I got for ya
My clip loaded for 16 shots for ya
Ya'never had a hot gun on ya waist or blood on ya shoes
Cause a nigga went and said the wrong shit to you
Homie you ain't been through
What I been through
You not like me
And I'm not like you
I'm like a animal when I spit it's crazy
Got semi-autos that put wholes in niggas tryna play me
One shot is not enough, you need at least an oozie to move me
After 4 bottles of whisky
The kid start feelin' woozie
I write my life
You write what you've seen in gangsta movies
I'm gangsta to the core, nigga you can't move me..
Dj green lantern..Shady records..dr syahmi..
tis is aftermath...motion picture sheettt...
chaoz...peace,...