The idea

I dont remember the feeling, emotion, anxiety attack. just ran fast pace 5click with aril. my goodness i'd rather run 10 at my pace. but i told myself this is phase 2. statics sprinting fast pace better faster stronger. im still wondering whether i have feelings for her, people keep telling me to go for it. what i felt was numb at times, it was just a comfort zone that i do not want to let go. the risk im takin my just destroyed the years we may or may not build... but the way you treat me makes me want you more. but nothing more than a simple yet long history friendship. wah like diary sia.. hahah okaylaa ive to admit that i miss her company... let it go kay syah? i've to survive on my own sometimes..

Out from under

Fasting went terribly wrong! i dont know! i can go on fasting for as long as i can. it just take one M.C to stop and be lazy. it became a selective fasting, fast when and when i like. HAHAH. okay not funny this is no laughing matter. i need to improve myself, throw away bad habits. 

by the way she's cute, with or without make up! right!!? arhhh melts. hahahha is she ur mom kids? i dont know! we'll see about that. hahah anyway both are pretty, BOTH!!? yeah both! one of them i knew for a very long time and the other, is my crush! and its in the early stage of courtship hahah..or maybe just widening my circle of friends. i have a bad habit since young; not talking to people. shyboy they said. mayb just toward girls. anyway both of em are funny pretty and intelligent. but what if i made a mistake? will it be a mistake..? will it last? i hope i know what im doing sometimes, sucks to be in a position where i felt like running away, emotionally stressed unneccessarily.. names? no names please.. for all i know its not both of them..hahah someone else.. arhh im

crapping again. pardon my english kids, d7 o level..thats why im reading more nowadays. like 50 shade of grey hahahahahah cool story line..im gonna continue tomoro..sounds interesting eh? okay thats it for now... why do girls like to whine? ermm but i dont mind listening to them..u can learnt somethin from them.. 

this is me and no i seldom wear my glasses unless im infront of the comp. what a boring post.. i dont know how to make a post interesting with good topics and shit..but anyway chao!

Puase 2013

Well for starters, im no saint myself, for the past few years, i usually skip a few days of fasting. hmm okay beeerightbackk🕐🕑🕒 cat 101 on animal planet hahah. happy fasting hopefully i complete this year. good day

i shouldnt leave my soul unattended

i dont know where i'm heading. some post are left unsaid. Kim is pregnant, she's azhar's ex gf if i remember correctly. She's one of the few daring girl i knew who would ride a bike. those were the msn days. wanted to ask her where's the child's dad but nvm. Anyway Soccer...nahhh no sccer topics. it will never end. i'd prolly be fit if i still play. hahah not been running lately too. since KL trip. no time man. i need to find time. Its like

if i went jogging, i've to sleep early that means no lepak. no late night sessions. and sometimes no work. no work no money. i meant my part time. been workin at simon road for few years now since NS. i duunoe when i'll quit. Its like my full time pay is enough, and i wanted more. or am i using ducati as an excuse to work. I find myself in a very difficult situation lately, and its bugging me that aftermarket footrest for my duc is illegal and not approved by the vicom. FUCKING CIBAI right!!? ahhhh i need to change my views on riding, maybe i should overtrade with other touring bike. like tiger xc or f800gs hehe? no? hell yes..like it always said, sooner or later. its a matter of time only laaa...haiz..

Anyway i edited a lil..hahah kinda cool i think. the trellis frame is actually ducati's trademark...and you cant really get on most of the new ducati bikes.

k wanna sleep now at work..hahah good day