things go well todae untill lately...
around tis time...i dunnoe...
i really dunnoe....tell me pls...
sorry if i reply u late
sorry if i didn ans ur call
sorry if i use my sickness as an excuse..
sorry if i scold u
sorry if i scold u for nuthin
sorry if i dun treat u well
sorry if i dun make u feel good
sorry if i am not clean..
sorry if i didnt wore ma jogging shoe(which i dun hav one)
sorry if u are mad at me
sorry if i failed to make u happy
sorry if i'm asshole
sorry if i miss anything
i'm juz so sorry okz...
muax
hope to see u happy always...
py always...peace...
todae i felt bad...
i came outta house feelin so happy..knowin where i wanted to go..but i went home feelin sick n tired n also sad... i treat her so bad...
yet she shows me luv..i didnt noe wat to do..but melt gilerr....!!! hehex...
i noe i didnt treat her like i used too.. dats y i'm so really sorrie...
and i hope i can be strong enough to support ma self to take care of her...
i dint mean to trouble her so much....i hope u can bear wit it for the time being
and juz to let u noe dat u havent lose me...aittee gal....
i cant be wit u 24/7 physically..but i can still be wit u spiritually and emotionally...
sometimes i can't show how thankfull i am to u.....whenever u did sumthin special
to me coz every small lil things dat u do realy touch ma heart...i can't even explain
it in notes..like i sae....one day u'll noe okz... when the times right...
so exams juz round the corner.....few months is like few minutes......
so yang treasure every seconds....
i feel like slappin ma self....* arhhh ouch...*
for being a fool...i shouldnt hav show things dat i'm not supposed to show...
mayb i didnt noe....i'm so sorrieee...okz....muax////
hmmzz...haizz.z..i dunnoeee.....
the most things is the least
i need ur hug n kisses
hope the rats eat all ur cheese
hope all the bad things be in peace...
my say....
i was born wit no fear...
i came to the world full of tears
realizing dat i was not alone
i recline on ma bed while tokin on the fone
saddened by the outcome of the battle
i scared that i'm juz buildin' sandcastle
but i noe its juz my brain playin wit sum puzzle
feelin my heart , i wanna sae sorry to all the people....
i failed....
u are damn right nobody ever mess wit me
this is doc syahmi rappin bout ma controvesy
the other day i shit n sick n big said damn
i'm gonna kill n then there'll be a post mortem
why is there racist while i'm tryin to be multi racial pls think!!
there's sure sumthin to do wit the muther ****in' 'CHINK'
sumtimes i feel that i'm an interloper in ma own family
syah feels kinda sucker when he doesnt hav any responsibilty
me tryin to reminisce about the things dat we do
the more it goes the more i will syg u...
ok dat bitch tok like a cock cocka a doodle
i've enought of the cock n bull story people!!!
yanngg our R is like a conjugal
i'm sorriee...i cant think of anyhtin coz i'm too sick to do tis..
am i really sick or did i juz play truant
yangg...i was bad aiitee....and my stomach was flatulent...ahuh
i'm afraid dat one day i'll have to look at the history of our chat
which i dowan too..sumtimes i feel dat i'm a flibbertigibbet
this wordy loads too long for u to see...
so i'll send a sample for ma honey personally...
ouh my god...i'm wrttin tis n i'm so sleepy..
sorriee....its juz dat i remember the date eleven
i miss u soo much that i wanna be wit u twenty-four seeven....
when i was sleepin juz now...i really feel got sumthin...
hope u can understan...i feel so relax...comfort...
feel like sleepin there the whole day....
i wanted to say that i sayang u so much that
its much more than ur hair.......goo count..em...ehhex kiddin...
hmmm sorrie la guys...i tired n sick when i write this shit...okz
malas nyee....byez....
muax
p.s for those whu believe in themselves....
how long i'll wait depends on.....how much i
U.........
livin in da hood in da freeworld.....
who woulda even knew that who woulda even thought possibly
Cupid could shoot another one of them God damn darts at me
It's true that I got shot in the heart
But when someone seems too good to be true,they usually are
But see, when you're in it it's too hard to see
Till you pull up and see some other dude hurt me pretty shit
Up under the seat as your heart starts to beat
Before you make a decision that's life altering
And just as you halt and you turn and you start to leave
You hear them words echoing, almost haunting, that taunting ring..
obs introduced us , ct tis is mi, mi tis ct
Then slid off and left her to kick it with me
I complemented her , I said ur malay is very fluent
wit my imagination I could see dat we'll be tokin malay the whole island
we played the fone game, weeks later shit change fast..
big said damn...my tone aint good...touch ur chest
I hope dat my heart is still there....
I can feel the freeworld station being rid off the nation
You should know between us we was like mates to soul
Nothing could intervene us, especially no hoes
You was more or so the chalant type, I chose
To more shows, haunted you nights I suppose
That's how it go, with time spent, emotion grows
In the beginning, friends we decided to roll
So who's responsible when you get excited, explode
And syah's grinning, then you invite that syah's cold
But bitches the gon' talk, niggas they gon' hate
We established this way before we became mates
So whats required is that you chill with all that fire
Get your desire when I retire
We started off closer than close
But who coulda predicted to know, your triflin' ways woulda stopped our growth
And the final result, back in that same boat
I ask myself, do I love u....Oouhhh MY GODD
YESS...!!!!
I'm sorriee.................for everything........
haiizz....I cant write no more...I’m shit..fuck me
I'm the way I used to be..am i....?
y things always turns out the way u dun want it to be.....mayb its him... maybe its not...
i wanna spend some time wit u.... but i think u need sum time to think bout it...
i hope will hav a fun time ahead... while i die here being hate...
peace no shet...coz everything happens for a reason....
mayb tis will be my last blog shit..
or i'll con...
byez
money .. power .. respect
when I say I wanna kill the bitch I really didn't mean dat shit
but now I'm freaked out n sum1 make me wanna do it..
am I too exaggerated or I'm juz being fooled by those bastard..?
u noe I'm the boss but niggaz I'm not being respected
what ya wanna do...smack em' kill em'
slit their throats like em did to kim..
I’m glad dat ur in good terms wit him..
but dat doesn't mean dat I'm happy wit the 'thing...'
i'm shot tru the heart wit the muther fuckin dart
wit hole as big as the dart only can be cured by ma sweetheart
honey I dun wan u to scold , not to be vulgarer..leave dat to me
u see my name Is not just syahmi
dun believe me u can come down to ma office n ask all ma homies
honey I wanna take u for a ride on ma banshee so col me if ur free
u noe wat makes me not so happy about sum bitch whu's stary
they're juz hopeless people wit hairy pussy whu looks like fat jelly
I wish we're juz frens but now ur enemy wit a z
u dun find trouble wit ma honey or u'll get kicked in d ass by ma homies
I dun rap like phat farms n I dun have the likes of orlando's charm
by the way u'll always in between my arms
ma rhymes are new..my thug 2 is like fuck
whenever I hug or kiss u...ma plus sign goes up..hehex
u fat bastard u think u can 'lean back' wit ur D cup
my B black bently will kill u like me killin D- block in the 21st century
the butch whu turns bitch in few weeks likes sum1 whu looks like jim carey hahaz..
btw hav u ever seen jim carey raps like ur mommy..ahuh
I came down n their looking up n said they were being looked..wtf..?
scared to death they shook , there's no such thing as half way crook
u noe I'm hooked...dun try to fish hooked fish ball which has been cope
get lost fook..i aint got time for all this chapbook..
man I got no rhyme book so I juz choke....chokeddd...syah is choking
syang dear.....syg.......everything happens for a reason...
be strong and u will always be...
dun giv a fuck wat ppl think n do...
they wanna fuck u up....
over ma dead body.....
peace.....
stay happy..........till next time @ mc313
while i was doing ma dnt i was thinkin of u
i didnt realize how much we've grew
did any bitches try to destroy our lives into pieces
i think I'll take the kitchen knife n juz slit their throats
blood bro no more..left wit bitches' blood throats n leeches
sucking all those creatures..eatin tuna sandwiches
while watch those witches bleed to death in peaces
all I noe I do tis all for u, maybe I noe u dun get it
I feel dat the longer it takes the more the water is heated
I noe I feel it the more he sms u the more our R.ship is at threat
the ass was kicked , I feel the meat I hope u can read every alphabet
syah thinks of his rhymes so simple
I can make it look like ur muther fucking dimple
I cripple ur fag leg n insert ur ass wit the big juicy piner-apple (pineapple)
triple noize flopped wit 2 albam coz got me I’ll make their lives trample
ya'll noe everybody noes dat I always go to chapel
but then I switch to temple is so fuckin bored.
so I move on to the mosque.i went there wit ma people..
I dunnoe wat to say coz my life s upside down begginin to shamble
I can't get enough of tis shit, tis bittersweet its not bout u sunny
tis aint zany , the whole thing is bout ma honey
I’m a farmer wit a slash hammer tryin to whack all my farms
start all the kisses..stop wat ever it is..u’ll always in between my arms
see i'm....juz doctor syahmi...
i'll do watever it take not to get ma ass kicked..
now everybody nvr giv a fuck b4 all they did was doubt me... doubt me
now i'm wit ct...all they want to do is fuck me...FUCK me!!!
see i'mm...,......gonna end tis piece........end tis shittt
i dunnoe y i luv tis...gimme ma first kiss...put ur lip like tis....hahax
peacee.....muax
