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todae i felt bad...
i came outta house feelin so happy..knowin where i wanted to go..
but i went home feelin sick n tired n also sad... i treat her so bad...
yet she shows me luv..i didnt noe wat to do..but melt gilerr....!!! hehex...
i noe i didnt treat her like i used too.. dats y i'm so really sorrie...
and i hope i can be strong enough to support ma self to take care of her...
i dint mean to trouble her so much....i hope u can bear wit it for the time being
and juz to let u noe dat u havent lose me...aittee gal....
i cant be wit u 24/7 physically..but i can still be wit u spiritually and emotionally...

sometimes i can't show how thankfull i am to u.....whenever u did sumthin special
to me coz every small lil things dat u do realy touch ma heart...i can't even explain
it in notes..like i sae....one day u'll noe okz... when the times right...

so exams juz round the corner.....few months is like few minutes......
so yang treasure every seconds....
i feel like slappin ma self....* arhhh ouch...*
for being a fool...i shouldnt hav show things dat i'm not supposed to show...
mayb i didnt noe....i'm so sorrieee...okz....muax////

hmmzz...haizz.z..i dunnoeee.....

the most things is the least
i need ur hug n kisses
hope the rats eat all ur cheese
hope all the bad things be in peace...