The idea

I dont remember the feeling, emotion, anxiety attack. just ran fast pace 5click with aril. my goodness i'd rather run 10 at my pace. but i told myself this is phase 2. statics sprinting fast pace better faster stronger. im still wondering whether i have feelings for her, people keep telling me to go for it. what i felt was numb at times, it was just a comfort zone that i do not want to let go. the risk im takin my just destroyed the years we may or may not build... but the way you treat me makes me want you more. but nothing more than a simple yet long history friendship. wah like diary sia.. hahah okaylaa ive to admit that i miss her company... let it go kay syah? i've to survive on my own sometimes..