Saturday, June 29, 2013

Expensive hobby (die cati) lol

insurance 1k 
clutch cover 180
clutch plate 260
clutch 280
clutch housing 200
bubble 90
tail 200
handlegrip 100
tail light 100
carbon parts pillion stand 60
seat cowel carbon 150
radiator protector 150
footrest 500
asv lever 200
side mirror 150
well many more

ducati is an expensive hobby.
good luck to myself.
hahahah

my goodness, why!! why!!?
anyway i do not know why?
its like my fulltime girlfriend
i cant possibly have a girlfriend at this rate lol. but im happy and im crazy.
i repeat again ducati is an expensive hobby. i cant possibly do all that in a short period of time. I put all that up to remind myself why i shouldnt waste money on other stuff. but id give myself another year or two her. she makes me wet whenevrr i ride her even though its a dry clutch. haizzzz say hello to ferrari of the motorcycle world.

So my friend gave me her number, i didnt really ask for it but they know i would like to get to know her. So i save her number and stare at it for hours not knowing how to begin a conversation like a numb doll. Everytime i wanted to start, i kept thinking about my girlfriend(myducatilah) lol. even though its going to be  just a friendly gesture or a simple hi, it will definitely lead to going out and such and yeah if she doesnt want to, it will be great but why start a conversation or make friend with someone whom you think might not go out with you. So im just being half-full-glass, and if i didnt have that confident, why begin? So i decided not to do anything at the moment. She's pretty but i wont know if she's friendly unless a conversation started. Why am i going round and round. Conclusion? i cant. okay? why am i like waiting for the grapes to fall on me then i'll dare to commit? i guess commitment is my num one fear on the list, and financially im not capable of handling two darlings.. hahah sometimes i felt sorry for my duc cause i'm too lazy to ride that hot red monster cause she's hot literally, temp can go up to 110 deg on a hot sunny day at a 1 min traffic stop. you'll be swimming with sweats and you wouldnt wanna meet a girl all that sweaty wont you? i definitely need a new bike. triumph tiger xc maybe? So enough of the girl talk. Conclusion, i got no balls hahahh.

Need a new bike, new job, and a new lifestyle, i cant always depend on pizza hut you see, its like part time and you cant possibly work part time for years after years, aril quit pizza hut after he gets his full time job. so happy for him. i a  new full time that covers my bike my expenses my family expenses cause my father retired and also my holidays. i need holidays every now and then to support myself emotionally due to daily workstyle. 

Lots of the people i know got married and have children, and me? myself and my lonely lifestyle need some revamp. i hope that there will be a turning point to this. and when im ready... i'll move foward

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