C programming sucks

its fated for me to be created
i hope my life would be shaded
mated with some belated lady R rated
lately i've said wat i want to say
i think my life is good and done with juz hatred
faded away with deep wall painted
sadden by the outcome of discriminated
i hope u all just die beat it!


i'm freezing away in the hot sun..
i got dat ben and jerry for 1.50
thanks to the ntuc voucher..haha

super chunk new york watever...

i hate c programming..
i startin to love it but still i hate it..

well tp's like next month...
scared..? hell no..afraid..? hell no..
ok i'm terrified..ok tp's like watever..
the other day went rp..aunties and unclies all over like wtf
my fren tryna find FREE parkin space which we failed to..
all must pay..wat the heck..got myself alot of thing nowadays..
if DHL goin to send me to a cheque..i'm goin shoppin spree..!!!

ok soon or mayb goin back to swiss..my favourite suckling job..!!!
well i'm still skatin like watever the fuck is wrong..
not livin my life to the fullest..

i dunnoe wat to blog todae....!! fug it aiitee..

peace out..

in the mean time....ouuu bring dat sexy back..

remnce

Im sitting here all by myself
just trying to think of something to dotrying to think of something anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
but you know its not working outcause your all thats on my mindone thought of you is all it takesto leave the rest of the world behind
ohh...

Im sitting here all by myself
just trying to think of something to do
trying to think of something anythingjust to keep me from thinking of you
but you know its not working outcause your all thats on my mindone thought of you is all it takesto leave the rest of the world behindohh...

Im sitting here trying to convince myself
that your not the one for mebut the more I think
the less I believe and then the more
I want you here with meyou know the holidays are coming up
I dont want to spend them alonememories of x-mas time with you
just kill me if Im on my own

and I didnt mean for this to go as far as it did
and I didnt mean to get so closeand share what we did
and I didnt mean to fall in lovebut I did
and you didnt mean to love me back

I know its not the smartest thing to dowe just cant seem to get it right
but what I wouldnt give to haveone more chance tonightone more chance tonight

Im sitting her trying to entertain
myself with this old gutairbut with all my inspiration gone
its not getting me very farI look around my room and everything I see
reminds me of you
oh please baby wont you take my hand
we got nothing left to prove

I didnt mean for this to go as far as it didand I didnt mean to get so close
and share what we didand I didnt mean to fall in love but I did
and you didnt mean to love me back
but I know you did

and I didnt mean to meet you then
when we were just kids
and I didnt mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
and I didnt mean to fall in love
but I did
and you didnt mean to love me back
but I know you did.......

sorrie

u told me at a time i'm d only only one in ur mind
u told me in ur line u were always b fine
when i found out u were tis kind..
i decide to write to u..


DEAR erica u taught me alot of shit
i thought u were true shit until u skip ma heart a bit..
founded erica near the beach as i reminice
its like goin thunder soon form a bliss that i miss

ignorance is blistering
erica i didnt forgot to buy u dat ring!
its not dat time was money aint a thing
slowly we were friends n i didnt get to see ur character

apart came the shadow where u choose the fellow..erica
look tis isnt america where u can hav freedom of speech

i noe i noe my fault..so u still think ur not the stupid bitch

fuck u..fuck the hell out of maself
im so trap inside the god damn cell
how could u erica u strike me like a poison in the well
juz as i turn around u hug and ran..
u kiss dat thug the last time round cried and ask for 2nd chance
erica the beautiful slash painful slash hateful slash she was my dark angle
u suck ma dick and get ma hair entangled

we were in the water together
i tot u were innocent like they say the king's daughter
if only i could hear ur only laughter
u made me cried erica u made someone cried and he was a docta
fuck ya..tis docta had no cure for erica

she's the beast from the outta whu cam to destroy da docta
fuck ya erica fuck ya i wish i could juz kill ya
the sun setting the skies turn red my eyes turn blue
i tell ya the most impt person in ma life was u
as i remince when came the bliss erica we need to move fasta
u were too slow erica i wish i could push u down in the sea in the bliss
so i could attend ur funeral and ask my friend "whats her name"
erica rest in peace...

this are my shits i got

todae get back my results...my gpa was like 1.98 how pathetic it was...seelah game sumore in class..see wat happen..i didnt expect myself to pass either..was so relieved dat i dun hav to go tru sub paper or any appeals shit..juz now the taxi driver was like doing 120 130..kmperhour on highway...he was like racing...and i was like whoaaaa..cant wait for myself to do 180..,i was sitting in front and imagining myself doin 140 150..haha but dat was like merc taxi..auto dat shit can go fast no kiddin...and today is the day dat i only reliase that that taxi got double meter...normal n numbers....i was from work btw..that shit was cool k enough of dat..
i'm gonna like type2 everyday for real..i'm lovin its so 2 times better than my previous swissotel and 10o times more cooler than ur daily stupid macdonalds french fries job...no kiddin..
all credits to feeq..k its been long i;ve been blogging..k it was like only last month..only..

not special todae..i'm in love with mayonise since highschool..in loving memory of the mayoniseman dat i was so called tryin electrocute the cleaner by puttin mayonise on the switch..u dunnoe wat shit i'm capable of man..i juz love the mayonies and my mom bought mayonies from mecca few months back and i discover it in my fridge few weeks back...its finishing soon few days later....the trick to the switch was puttin mayo on the switch dats all..
close ur classroom lights first..came back from ur recess..put sum on those...and u could juz sit back and watch..ask someone juz came in to switch on the lights or fan...for that..my father had to come down...haha lucky my pap was cool with it..he was like dat shit was tight son...u should put chilli and some curry sauce...and i was like aiite aiitee..hahaha..

it was the lamers thing to do in sec school...that fat monster destroy my happiness man...
i was supposed to be like doing wat ever the fuck i like...k watever..highschools over..
i could do so much in junior highschool...i miss my friends in tampines..one of them was same school as me now..the others was like gone..no kiddin..friends come and go..bitches to and fro..
now i;m left with my deck blood bros jugend few hugz and kisses and i think..its time for me to realise that dont take ur friends for granted juz because he or she;s friendly...u might juz loose another...and i miss dat first lady i used to talk on the fone for hours...dat was like grade 8..i think...i had no keys to my house when i decided to call her...from then on we keep chattin every now and then at night..nvr love nvr stead..pure friends and i realise that when i was growing up...i nvr like really fall in love with her..but like her as fren..k haha but things nvr work out...cause i;m a looserrr...i was a loser..i am a loser...when we separate classes dats when we go diff directions...where whu smarter or watver the ranking is...kk no emotics....

i juz miss those days...ncc was fun witout hockey...i meant a guy name hockey..i was one of the zulu squad..it was a squad of extra toturing and i almost cried when goin home..haha u try crawling on the road..for long distance..see how u feel..k
i juz miss those days..those were the days...one sem is over...i finally writing some real blogging issues...melissa is skatin back...and soon i'm out of jugend...due to results dat i gave...i loose to almost everybody in skategame..i'm loser...looserrr syah is a loserr...dats all folk for todae..


i cried once when i first lost u...i didnt cry the 2nd time round when i realise the bitch in u....

welcome to detroit

WASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSUPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP BITCHES..............

how many ppl must u hurt b4 u die..?
how many dick must u swallow b4 ur throaths hurts..?
how many asshole muz u fry.......
bitches muz die....

haha k i;m lame...and so are u...waddup ppl...i was bored ass usual..dats y i bloged my shits...btw the S thing behind my background still moving man...how increadinble...brb...

k i'm back...ok wats next..i got a tendecy of forgeting wat to say....i even forget ur names sumtimes..i easily forget where i put my car keys which i juz put down few seconds ago...
seriioussly this sucks man..i'm like an old man whu's growing older and stupidier..and forgetfull...

btw my knee hurts..this sucks too..i cant RUN.,..I CANT SKATE...FUG.!!!
I CANT DO THINGS THAT PPL DO...K BYE LAZY TO BLOG..

some call me syah some call me mi some col me pink..some col me rod..some call me sam..
u can call me penny too winkX
whuever u are watever u do...juz dun call me shitfacecockmaster hahax k lame...

the most important shit that i have to face is the awful truth about left n right..big n small..
the days that were numbered, the lives shorten , the heart weaken, ur fallen friends , ur inevitable schoolin days , board days decrease , fears higher , skills demolished , hearts everyone whu was there . bye for now or later or u might never see me again..

SIVAM SKATING..!!!!
HE SMOKESS
HIS BACK..!!!haha

i'm tryin to quit here...

blog out tis shit

with buto,
syah

i wish u were mine

sirus the virus__

k the last time i wasn't there..u told me to come around and hopin somethin would came out of sumthin..and i swear its the last time...n i swear its the last time...u should juz die like the rest.. u they them..had the same pattern,same style its absurb that i did fall into it, i came back square one squared it off to hit the street back like a bird. U couldnt control my life coz ur juz another bastard..

as i close my eyes..i realize dat the purpose of life is shorten due to people liek u...

i dunnoe man what triggers me to continue to blog tis shit is that i'm afraid i might die next day.
at least u will noe what was goin tru my head b4 i died...if i were to die who would bury me..

oklah enough of my crap i heart skateboarding!!

but its not the only thing in my life coz i got beautiful crazie ass ppl surrounds me..
physically..or menttalllyyy..MSNly or MAILly...myspacely or frensterly..

i dunnoe wats wrong wit me nowadays..but they turn me softer..i dunnoe whu...

hey i love oz too..hearts ozianz

living it up ps. ja rule u sux

ok its been long since i've in tis gangster shittt...
hahax

welcome back homez

i actually dunnoe wat i'm doin right now..
wats in ma mind right now is goin wit me blood brothers to school..
skateboarding..conquering ma own fears..doin stuff that i nvr tot i could..
and having some1 whu i can talk to..aiiteee

its actually not hard being me..i juz make harder everytime i woke up from bed
i just wanna die hard

i dunnoe wat type here how do i describe my thoughts n feelings which is sooo....
i'm juz downn that's all i can saee...i dunnoe wat to do in life seriously
yes skateboarding is my life my buddy my wood my bed my shelter my defence but not my food hahax....but its not the only thang in my life n it appears to me that it shows me that i cant conquer my own fear - ppl come and go so i tot my fears too - but it remains here - why do we get hurt when we have or we dun have any friends - i dun understand this shett
i'm not cold-blooded to scold the fuck ouutta u so dun try me ok - i dun need u - so sorrie to sae u will be the last person on earth that i would wanna see - mayb i wud only see the 2nd last n kill myself i rather KILL MYself than to see ur smilee - board's hurting me so are u - i dun really like myself being in this position - watever happens i muz move on witout u ppl i dunnoe wat shit i'm talkin actually btw i wud like to thx those whu resechedule thier time table shit juz to see my blog which is actually useless ok not really - thx to those fuckers whu had been talkin behind my back which i dun really know but suspected and those whu eat chilli will realise it okx
i'm fuckin downnnn if u wanna noe. wat if i didnt get in and all those shits times wasted and wat the fuck hav i been doin - i've been ditchin frens because of that...i've been rejecting request becoz of skateboardin- i've been rejectin skateboardin becoz of studies - i've been rejecting studies because of bitches - i wud like to say sorrie to all my so call friends whu i 've been rejecting request or watever shitt seriously i really dunnoe how to explain how i felt right now but to cry alone. if only someone could juz tell me wat to do , it may seems stupid n i've bean feeling like almost for 17 years 11 months one day....skateboarding kills bitches kill studies kill but u still need food to survive how do u survive when something always kills u - i juz hope all the best to everyone of u whu know's me internally or externally fully or halfly by chance or accidently or purposely hope u guys enjoi ur self and start forgeting me ok? hahax
if i hurt u ppl i'm so sorry mann dayumm....i've nuthin much to sae except for "I LOVE SKATEBOARDING"

dawwwggggg

I can't believe I'm hearing all this ravin and rantin.From Vanessa up in here at the New Detroit stampin. You need to get your food and take your ass back to work. Your dreamin if you think them corny ass raps will work. Look at ya'l freezin out here like dumb fucks,
rappin away for food off this ragedy lunch truck. Who want wut??who pumped up?
to get rolled up. I spit venom in every direction, soak some up. Look at this fat ass nigga, sloppy sucker. You an ugly mother fucker your pop should've wore a rubber. Stop rhymin keep your day job Vanessa. Next time leave that bull shit home on the dresser. Speaking of dresses take a look at Paul the fruitcake. When you travel you probly pack panties in your suitcase. Made out of lace from Victoria's secret. If 10 men came in a cup youd probly drink it.



Ok folks enough with the gay jokes especially from a gay broke bitch yourself,
hey lo this guys a doo doo. u've worked here longer then me and I get paid more then you do. Dawg, take a seat. Wut's this guy standing in line for? He ain't got money to eat. Check this out yo yo. This guy cashed his whole pay check and bought 1 ho ho. Fucking homo little maggot. You can't hack it. Paul's gay ...your a faggot. At least he admits it. Don't even risk it. This guys starvin to death someone get him a biscuit!
I dont know wut they told you Mike ... you must had them comrolls rolled too tight. This job you wanna quit but you cant. Youve worked at this plant so long ... your a plant. Look at your god dam boots for christ sakes they're starting to grow roots. On this mic you get faded. You look like a pissed off rapper who never made it. Hey why you fucking with gay guy G? when really your the one whos got the HIV. Man I'm done with this clown its off. Fuck it ... I’ll let home girl finish you off.