Sunday, July 31, 2005

Sucks cess


hmm...so sleepy doin exams...O's comin..?? selfishness leading lives away from animosity..

eh wat tokin me...haiz...scary..scared afraid..terrified petrified..
watever sike....!!!

hmm..hv been missing u lately...so my bro got a new hook whu is also my pen pal..hahax...gd luck yeah...both of ya,,,i'm gettin sick and tired of the prison..hoping to have a revolution soon...

need supporters...based on his fat stomach...there's no way its goin to burst,,,so my only option..is..leave this muther f***** prison... and i had no option...failure is not an option...Suckcess is my only way out...once o leave i wont come back..not for the sick of the fat bastard whu destroy my years of happiness in the prison,,
please...die of heart disease or sumthin...ur juz too fat...
there is no way that i'm goin to write things that is goin to oppose an1...but once i rap.. sue me...arse hole......bleed till u shit bleed....

hit me niggaz...i got 99 problems with the school..underground rule breakers...escape the prison and u'll be freed for life..

freedom for mankind 22 november 2005....peace

Friday, July 08, 2005

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

special person

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i was awaken everyday by the ass...eh!! i mean the ess..
wat ah great mind..! hmm so sleepy everyday...dunnoe why..
time to start to sleep early aite..
its been long i noe...sorrie for those who had come n go
witout satisfaction
lup her so much..nuthin to hide about..
lord can u hear me speaks...
the big thing is coming and i'm not doin anythin..omg!!!!!

there are certain issues that i would like to address..
firstly...i hate ur mom..hahax..nah juz kiddin..
i dunnoe la..wat the heck am i doin here wastin precious
seconds when there are many things undone..
hmm...i dun wanna lose u honey....
thx for everything that u've done for me..
i may not be the most special person to the world..
when it spin when it swirl..eehh..hahax.
jiwang nie...gd luck for ur mt oral....try ur best...hmmm
pls stand by me...hehhex..
its really been long since i blog tis shit..hope u understand
i'm a very bz man u naw....

wat if i cant make it..?
wat if on that very day i'm sick.?
wat if i got a memory loss?
wat if i forgot the exams date..?nah wont one..
wat if i broke my right hand days b4 O..?
wat if....wat if....

wat if u stop reading this and open ur book and study..
okx peace...

u gimme the fight will and the right turn..
i'll giv u a tight feel..and be wit u
24/7....
i can operate better than 7/11
i'll kill anyone whu hurts u and let it burn...
take care...



original evil genius..

Saturday, July 02, 2005

Remember to keep urself alive there's nothing more important than that.

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Tell me do you see that old lady aint it sad
Living out a bag, plus she's glad for the little things she has
And over there there's a lady, crack got her crazy
Guess she's given birth to a baby
I don't trip and let it fade me, from outta the frying pan
We're jumping to another form of slavery
Even now I keep discouraged
Wonder if they take it all back while I still keep the courage
I refuse to be a role model
I take hoes, keep control, drink out my own bottle
I make mistakes, I learn from everyone
And when its said and done
I bet this Brotha be a better one
If I'm upset, you don't stress
Never forget, that God hasn't finished with me yet
I feel his hand on my brain
When I write rhymes, I go blind, and let the lord do his thang
But I'm in less holy
Cuz I choose to puff a blunt and drink a beer with my homies
Before we find world peace
We gotta find peace in that war on the streets
My ghetto gospel

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

Aftermath


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All I need is juz a lil bit
I dunnoe why sum col them cutie kidz
u looked like u wanna get a lick
whatever it is I dun giv a shit


todae I shit In school...!!!!!!!
muahahah...proud of it
damnn feel shiok when everythin
came out...
cannot tahan ah...haha...hmm
then as usual the intenshits thing
makin me sick...I was bored n the big day is comin
I’m not prepared...
wat to do...I dun think she's prepared...
I hope she can do here best

gd lucks...muax muax...
hmm...magic wok..nice...hahaz
thx honey.....

byez peace...

Sunday, May 22, 2005

sorrie

things go well todae untill lately...
around tis time...i dunnoe...

i really dunnoe....tell me pls...
sorry if i reply u late
sorry if i didn ans ur call
sorry if i use my sickness as an excuse..
sorry if i scold u
sorry if i scold u for nuthin
sorry if i dun treat u well
sorry if i dun make u feel good
sorry if i am not clean..
sorry if i didnt wore ma jogging shoe(which i dun hav one)
sorry if u are mad at me
sorry if i failed to make u happy
sorry if i'm asshole
sorry if i miss anything
i'm juz so sorry okz...
muax

hope to see u happy always...
py always...peace...

Saturday, May 21, 2005

ct

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todae i felt bad...
i came outta house feelin so happy..knowin where i wanted to go..

but i went home feelin sick n tired n also sad... i treat her so bad...
yet she shows me luv..i didnt noe wat to do..but melt gilerr....!!! hehex...
i noe i didnt treat her like i used too.. dats y i'm so really sorrie...
and i hope i can be strong enough to support ma self to take care of her...
i dint mean to trouble her so much....i hope u can bear wit it for the time being
and juz to let u noe dat u havent lose me...aittee gal....
i cant be wit u 24/7 physically..but i can still be wit u spiritually and emotionally...

sometimes i can't show how thankfull i am to u.....whenever u did sumthin special
to me coz every small lil things dat u do realy touch ma heart...i can't even explain
it in notes..like i sae....one day u'll noe okz... when the times right...

so exams juz round the corner.....few months is like few minutes......
so yang treasure every seconds....
i feel like slappin ma self
....* arhhh ouch...*
for being a fool...i shouldnt hav show things dat i'm not supposed to show...
mayb i didnt noe....i'm so sorrieee...okz....muax////

hmmzz...haizz.z..i dunnoeee.....

the most things is the least
i need ur hug n kisses
hope the rats eat all ur cheese
hope all the bad things be in peace...

Friday, May 20, 2005

tooo tired laa

my say....
i was born wit no fear...
i came to the world full of tears
realizing dat i was not alone
i recline on ma bed while tokin on the fone
saddened by the outcome of the battle
i scared that i'm juz buildin' sandcastle
but i noe its juz my brain playin wit sum puzzle
feelin my heart , i wanna sae sorry to all the people....

i failed....



u are damn right nobody ever mess wit me
this is doc syahmi rappin bout ma controvesy
the other day i shit n sick n big said damn
i'm gonna kill n then there'll be a post mortem
why is there racist while i'm tryin to be multi racial pls think!!
there's sure sumthin to do wit the muther ****in' 'CHINK'
sumtimes i feel that i'm an interloper in ma own family
syah feels kinda sucker when he doesnt hav any responsibilty
me tryin to reminisce about the things dat we do
the more it goes the more i will syg u...
ok dat bitch tok like a cock cocka a doodle
i've enought of the cock n bull story people!!!
yanngg our R is like a conjugal
i'm sorriee...i cant think of anyhtin coz i'm too sick to do tis..
am i really sick or did i juz play truant
yangg...i was bad aiitee....and my stomach was flatulent...ahuh
i'm afraid dat one day i'll have to look at the history of our chat
which i dowan too..sumtimes i feel dat i'm a flibbertigibbet
this wordy loads too long for u to see...
so i'll send a sample for ma honey personally...
ouh my god...i'm wrttin tis n i'm so sleepy..
sorriee....its juz dat i remember the date
eleven
i miss u soo much that i wanna be wit u
twenty-four seeven....

when i was sleepin juz now...i really feel got sumthin...
hope u can understan...i feel so relax...comfort...
feel like sleepin there the whole day....
i wanted to say that i sayang u so much that
its much more than ur hair.......goo count..em...ehhex kiddin...
hmmm sorrie la guys...i tired n sick when i write this shit...okz
malas nyee....byez....
muax

p.s for those whu believe in themselves....