this is the day that nvr a day i would dream of and
ofcoz the sun is bright.

if i were to see tru it again..
i'll smile and think whats ahead and the future that holds
and to make sure i'll smile at the future than
to frown at the past after the future.
i came here to say sorry
i relieve ur throat..to that i may try to relive my hope

nothing much just reminicin'

......

You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song
And brightened my day
Who would have believed that you were part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away

And now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile

Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
Well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me

And you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

hahaha long sialss nvr come here and chit chat with my
fellow self syah..dr syah d-dawg or watevershit mann

u noe wat..i dunnoe wat
i think i havent grown up yet..
but i started to think wisely this few days
nevermind the performance.
its the quality that counts
for example..(mind u i thrash alot)

i wanna go to the toilet,
along the way i saw thrash..
i'd rather throw the thrash first
and doo my pee pee later..

and the other one is i'd rather donate myself
than donating the society
cause society nvr gimme anyshit..

and i believe in karma as always
got shits happen
and it throws it back at me
and u cant avoid it..

people come and go...
but they are always there
i just like to avoid them,...
and i dont like the public...
i dont like the crowd..
i like songs that goes booom boom bomm bass first on the big black speaker
and to update my profile...
i love fmx...

and currently i'm fat...status ugly..
long hair...full of shit...
i got big tummy..i can show it to u..
and i failed my common test..
and i nvr repeat any module and i not planning to repeat any..
so fuck the freeworld...

fuckk 2008....

i'd rather suffer under my own consent
rather than to buffer under my parent's...
i'd love that bitch...

i do still unfortunately playin soccer.. once every 3 months

i dont skate anymore
ehh no...i hold my skateboading...in a mean time
until i get my dirt machine...
and i'd love to go offroad..
this is july..happy birthday elmy..martina and whoever born in july...

and this is an update for the pass few months
i aint gonna rap
i aint gonnaaa trashh
this is real

and i'm 20 this year..hi,,
and fuck off everybody...
i cant go thailand...
and and and..

i got 10 points for driving superbly on road like an f1 driver
4 for crossing double whitey...
6 is for speeding...
so fuck u TP...
hope u got all the curse u need..
ur son or daughter will hav mole on the nipple so it will be disgusting and
u will grow 10cm circumfrence of mole on ur face..
and ur cpf will be use up to nip-tucked it...

take care and fuck the freeworld...

no one's like u..

da was kinda sick for quite few days..
worried...stress..pity da..
...


we might not share the same fate..or bed..
we might not share the food we ate...
it doesnt really matter wat i've said..
wats goin tru my mind..wats goin tru my head..
for the pass few days i've been in love like for the pass few years..
what bout the days before the pass few days..
its like livin with u for century...and if nostradamus could predict 9/11..
he could've seen us together along the name of the angels dat came down to earth..
love u daa...



I Just Want you Close
Where You Can Stay Forever
You Can Be Sure
That It Will Only Get Better

You And Me Together Through The Days And Nights
I Dont Worry Cause
Everything's Gonna Be Alright
People Keep Talking
They Can Say What They Like
But All I Know Is That Everything's Gonna Be Alright
...

tsk

it's all started as a joke of a century
i thought a mistake start would be a fake but
it supposed to be for the later part
now the things that developed has deepen
my garrd for hell i care or noe ur the sweetest that ever happen
make believe i'm flabbergasted by the things u made
along with the sweetest sugar in the nicest bread
we the people dont bother bout the cheaters liars and the bitches
hoo i almost forget bout the tuna sandwiches
u've suck down and all my will power every single night
with the dial like mudslides and leeches
always the creatures in me i'm sorry alright?
in life we gamble up on the risk things we took
the calls the malls the pics songs and the book
if the roses are still red i'll still date you
find me there..the nicest bloom..it'll lead to you
when it turns black thats when i know ur the love pollen
if the violets are taken i'll make sure bees have to pass me no matter swollen

when i die...

bla bla bla ur full of vulgar jar
cookies bar haa taste my dick weed from afar
back to bay-sick erase it u gonna face it
ur rhymes whack fag like jack and the beansdick
cockster as u are u cant swim in goldmic
u need ur mom's saggy boobs for-da-float
or i'll pee on ur face so u-will-choke
and dont forget bout my 2 balls up-your-throat
i aint no queer like i'm gonna battle ya
u'll make my day if u get 100 gays votin for ya
someday u gotta make someways and u goota learn
so go make-out with some gay ejaculate some sperm
i'll break ur mouth like i eat beefsteak ur a mistake
fake ur way to the bottom now and find ur pap's sperm in ur cheesecake
crack jokes on ladies if u can and u'll need to explain ta them
crack ur balls if u hav em cause i think its in ur rectum
i'll blow ur brains off with a magnum
lyrically ur a fag n ur papa thought it was ur sister's poem

sweetgirl

i made her cry today...i'm sorry...
i wont do that again...
i'm so sorry..
i'm really am..
i'll make up for it aiite..?

i dont bother

hiiii

killin 3 stone...
dead yet not as u feelin me
feelin 3 feelin B..
hop drop the bowl mark on the phone...
well you heard somebody dat u hurt somebody

its always been long..
its too long
the idea always up in my head
to put it down on pen and paper
like killin someone who's dead
for all u know she's someone's not a lover but hater

boring i dunnoe wat to update anyway..
there's nothin to update..
its always been dead
for there's always something but nothing to say
my god life's like japanese bomb
u are not the king..u dun hav the throne
things dont always go the way u wanted
when the keyboard's done..
ur life seems smaller darker and tapered
fine by me..not by u..
fine by us..not by them
like talkin with a fake ass crew
eating with butter nuttela and jam?
hahah
fuck off seriously

bye

i smoke again..
here i die again
till next time..next ssem watever..
loser

I LOVE HARIVINA GUNAWATEVER..HAHAHAH
just jocaine...i'm nvr serious

AND I LOSE MYSELF

sometimes in life....i just dont give a fuck anymore..
obtuse me..!!

i dont noe what i'm doing..
i keep pushing ppl away.
i feeel i'm a bad person,,
this aint emo shit..
this is wat i felt once a while
that explained my monthly blogging!!
so that explain todays lesson!!
tomoro and coming soon
i juz wanna open a bank account maynn!!!
thats all i need

screw the world!
bye

sooo

so i was slacking this whole sem!!
i dont blog everyday like duhhh who got the time
most importantly i wanna save alot of money and buy my self a big bently..
k not bently..i wanna buy bike bitch..real man talk about cars by thier bikes..
so fug the lancer...i'm goin to open an account and save up to millions!!!!
how bout that mannn!!
ok one million.....right now i've only had 300 bucks?? or sumthin..phatatic!!
so drop dat..

so millions aside..i'm in deep shit..studyin is always been last minute..
and my english was never been perfect..
if ur thinkin of improving ur english..
dun read tis blog laaaaaaaa
anyway i dun write stories about what i do did or 've done..
mayb sometimes..its not everyday thing so dont expect it to be good..
its always been crap and shit stuff all dat..
ok mayb a lil about todae..
i did a magic trick todae at BK..compass point
i hid a cards inside the drinks empty cup..
so i pretend to shuffle the cards and amir pick the right number
and ask him to find the missing cards..
and i knock the whole deck ontop of the cup which covered..and throw it on the table
and take out the missing card from the cup..
haha basket stupid trick...and choong was like askin me how i do it haha..nolah..
and the ppl around were shocked...even the BK manager..
so dat was the stupidies ttricks and the lamest..
can ask u somethin..why are u reading tis..!

ahaha lamest shit..bye!