sweetgirl

i made her cry today...i'm sorry...
i wont do that again...
i'm so sorry..
i'm really am..
i'll make up for it aiite..?

i dont bother

hiiii

killin 3 stone...
dead yet not as u feelin me
feelin 3 feelin B..
hop drop the bowl mark on the phone...
well you heard somebody dat u hurt somebody

its always been long..
its too long
the idea always up in my head
to put it down on pen and paper
like killin someone who's dead
for all u know she's someone's not a lover but hater

boring i dunnoe wat to update anyway..
there's nothin to update..
its always been dead
for there's always something but nothing to say
my god life's like japanese bomb
u are not the king..u dun hav the throne
things dont always go the way u wanted
when the keyboard's done..
ur life seems smaller darker and tapered
fine by me..not by u..
fine by us..not by them
like talkin with a fake ass crew
eating with butter nuttela and jam?
hahah
fuck off seriously

bye

i smoke again..
here i die again
till next time..next ssem watever..
loser

I LOVE HARIVINA GUNAWATEVER..HAHAHAH
just jocaine...i'm nvr serious

AND I LOSE MYSELF

sometimes in life....i just dont give a fuck anymore..
obtuse me..!!

i dont noe what i'm doing..
i keep pushing ppl away.
i feeel i'm a bad person,,
this aint emo shit..
this is wat i felt once a while
that explained my monthly blogging!!
so that explain todays lesson!!
tomoro and coming soon
i juz wanna open a bank account maynn!!!
thats all i need

screw the world!
bye

sooo

so i was slacking this whole sem!!
i dont blog everyday like duhhh who got the time
most importantly i wanna save alot of money and buy my self a big bently..
k not bently..i wanna buy bike bitch..real man talk about cars by thier bikes..
so fug the lancer...i'm goin to open an account and save up to millions!!!!
how bout that mannn!!
ok one million.....right now i've only had 300 bucks?? or sumthin..phatatic!!
so drop dat..

so millions aside..i'm in deep shit..studyin is always been last minute..
and my english was never been perfect..
if ur thinkin of improving ur english..
dun read tis blog laaaaaaaa
anyway i dun write stories about what i do did or 've done..
mayb sometimes..its not everyday thing so dont expect it to be good..
its always been crap and shit stuff all dat..
ok mayb a lil about todae..
i did a magic trick todae at BK..compass point
i hid a cards inside the drinks empty cup..
so i pretend to shuffle the cards and amir pick the right number
and ask him to find the missing cards..
and i knock the whole deck ontop of the cup which covered..and throw it on the table
and take out the missing card from the cup..
haha basket stupid trick...and choong was like askin me how i do it haha..nolah..
and the ppl around were shocked...even the BK manager..
so dat was the stupidies ttricks and the lamest..
can ask u somethin..why are u reading tis..!

ahaha lamest shit..bye!

seriously..i suck at this...
and googles is buying almost everything single fucking thing on
the net...like seriously...are they nuts...?????
god damn...if i sell my used underwear on ebay..they'd prolly buy it
now i'm blogging officially for the googs

bluekkkk
todae my homies b'dae...17 march he noe who he is..
i remember not dat i want to..its because...my b'dae is a day after his...

like duuuhhhhhhhhh..
liek who cares bout my b'dae..
i dont have a cake since 1998..
if u plan on buying i'd prolly smash it in ur face..
hahah

k i got to sleep man..and i dont like pizza hut..

downdates

exams coming...got like 2 papers only...
and its sooo irritatin...
one more weekeys and i'll bummin wit da gang
ahakx
can i tell u sumthin...i dont giv a fuck if ur malay chinese indian or watever the fuck ever
i dont giv a damn about anybody..if u wanna fuck wit me..
come face me..i dont go around postin ur fuckin face on google.com/faggot
if ur ma bestfriend or ma wife..if u fuckin hate me..punch me
take the blix and shoot at me point blank..or else dun fuck wit me..
alrite u think i;m some kinda tony soprano...i'm worst them him i tell u
if u think scarface is the best movie..u havent seen me whippin ur fagly arse
so fuck off and get a fuckin life..

chey fierce uh..
my script prepared for any bitches...

so wassup wit u mother fuggers..slackin..?
there's alot of thing on ma mind..
i dont know wat i;m doin lately..
i've been totally dont-giv-a-fug about anythin and everythin
been listenin to notorious big lately..
dat ma fuggers sure die crack..
havin a beef yaoo..

havin beef wit dat son of bytch
dat gay should hav been shot long time ago..
she;s the lil kim..and his the vanila ice..
if i could throw banana bombs(worms armagedon) at them i sure will

so fug it get a life..
i got new DC(sux) footwear from ma bro..
he couldnt wear it so i claim it..i dont really like dc since god knows when..
the word DC is like donky cock..doodle coodle...dog clog..fug watever man..
DC sux..DC's lucky that i'm wearing the shoe because of ma brother..
if not..i'ma throw it away.. mannnnnn

so bye laze around wit me..

blix out

new year revolution.?resolution.? boncetution

sirus the virus__


ok! at home on new year...
the last time i was pushing trolley with munesh and chun hwee
around town...i think so..

arhakx ok first thing first..get ma ankle bankle healing
new board please..
quit smoking..??
new rhymes...
expand flobaculary
best wishes and best health for the ones not feeling well
weight problem? ahakx i received complaints alot of them
above all nothing much..
just wanna thanks whoever involve in my "aliveness"
and those responsible for my thinking..
maybe i should do wat earl did..
write down the bad things i've done..
start from the bottom of the list..

hmmm k number 1312378123719313's sin

k mayb not...it take days to note down..
i wanna stop scolding vulgar can i..?
screw dat..
i wanna do alot of things..
including screwing u..

have a great day..have a great new year..
bitch out ma fuggers...

if i've done sin to u i'm sorry peace out..

I thought I told ya, hey eyyy

Yup, yup, yup

Let me paint this picture for you baby, yup

You spend your nights alone

And he never comes home

And every time you call 'em

All you gets a busy tone

I heard you found out what he's doing to you

What you did to me. ain't that the way it goes?

When you cheated girl, my heart bleeded girl

So it goes without saying "you left me feeling hurt"

Just a classic case, it's a sce-sce-scenario

Tale as old as time, girl you got what you deserved

And now you want somebody to cure the lonely nights

You wished you had somebody that can come and make it right

Well girl I ain't somebody and not a sympathy seee..see

C programming sucks

its fated for me to be created
i hope my life would be shaded
mated with some belated lady R rated
lately i've said wat i want to say
i think my life is good and done with juz hatred
faded away with deep wall painted
sadden by the outcome of discriminated
i hope u all just die beat it!


i'm freezing away in the hot sun..
i got dat ben and jerry for 1.50
thanks to the ntuc voucher..haha

super chunk new york watever...

i hate c programming..
i startin to love it but still i hate it..

well tp's like next month...
scared..? hell no..afraid..? hell no..
ok i'm terrified..ok tp's like watever..
the other day went rp..aunties and unclies all over like wtf
my fren tryna find FREE parkin space which we failed to..
all must pay..wat the heck..got myself alot of thing nowadays..
if DHL goin to send me to a cheque..i'm goin shoppin spree..!!!

ok soon or mayb goin back to swiss..my favourite suckling job..!!!
well i'm still skatin like watever the fuck is wrong..
not livin my life to the fullest..

i dunnoe wat to blog todae....!! fug it aiitee..

peace out..

in the mean time....ouuu bring dat sexy back..

remnce

Im sitting here all by myself
just trying to think of something to dotrying to think of something anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
but you know its not working outcause your all thats on my mindone thought of you is all it takesto leave the rest of the world behind
ohh...

Im sitting here all by myself
just trying to think of something to do
trying to think of something anythingjust to keep me from thinking of you
but you know its not working outcause your all thats on my mindone thought of you is all it takesto leave the rest of the world behindohh...

Im sitting here trying to convince myself
that your not the one for mebut the more I think
the less I believe and then the more
I want you here with meyou know the holidays are coming up
I dont want to spend them alonememories of x-mas time with you
just kill me if Im on my own

and I didnt mean for this to go as far as it did
and I didnt mean to get so closeand share what we did
and I didnt mean to fall in lovebut I did
and you didnt mean to love me back

I know its not the smartest thing to dowe just cant seem to get it right
but what I wouldnt give to haveone more chance tonightone more chance tonight

Im sitting her trying to entertain
myself with this old gutairbut with all my inspiration gone
its not getting me very farI look around my room and everything I see
reminds me of you
oh please baby wont you take my hand
we got nothing left to prove

I didnt mean for this to go as far as it didand I didnt mean to get so close
and share what we didand I didnt mean to fall in love but I did
and you didnt mean to love me back
but I know you did

and I didnt mean to meet you then
when we were just kids
and I didnt mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
and I didnt mean to fall in love
but I did
and you didnt mean to love me back
but I know you did.......

sorrie