i dunnoe wat type here how do i describe my thoughts n feelings which is sooo....
i'm juz downn that's all i can saee...i dunnoe wat to do in life seriously
yes skateboarding is my life my buddy my wood my bed my shelter my defence but not my food hahax....but its not the only thang in my life n it appears to me that it shows me that i cant conquer my own fear - ppl come and go so i tot my fears too - but it remains here - why do we get hurt when we have or we dun have any friends - i dun understand this shett
i'm not cold-blooded to scold the fuck ouutta u so dun try me ok - i dun need u - so sorrie to sae u will be the last person on earth that i would wanna see - mayb i wud only see the 2nd last n kill myself i rather KILL MYself than to see ur smilee - board's hurting me so are u - i dun really like myself being in this position - watever happens i muz move on witout u ppl i dunnoe wat shit i'm talkin actually btw i wud like to thx those whu resechedule thier time table shit juz to see my blog which is actually useless ok not really - thx to those fuckers whu had been talkin behind my back which i dun really know but suspected and those whu eat chilli will realise it okx
i'm fuckin downnnn if u wanna noe. wat if i didnt get in and all those shits times wasted and wat the fuck hav i been doin - i've been ditchin frens because of that...i've been rejecting request becoz of skateboardin- i've been rejectin skateboardin becoz of studies - i've been rejecting studies because of bitches - i wud like to say sorrie to all my so call friends whu i 've been rejecting request or watever shitt seriously i really dunnoe how to explain how i felt right now but to cry alone. if only someone could juz tell me wat to do , it may seems stupid n i've bean feeling like almost for 17 years 11 months one day....skateboarding kills bitches kill studies kill but u still need food to survive how do u survive when something always kills u - i juz hope all the best to everyone of u whu know's me internally or externally fully or halfly by chance or accidently or purposely hope u guys enjoi ur self and start forgeting me ok? hahax
if i hurt u ppl i'm so sorry mann dayumm....i've nuthin much to sae except for "I LOVE SKATEBOARDING"