u hit me , we hit u

hahax..todae morning went to mickey's crib..
coolx..watch sum funny shits..fuckin funny duude..
hahax..

so didnt get enough sleep. till after noon went to meet my bro..sicked
for while then tot of goin to whitesand to meet fat joe..eh i mean amir... then he kena bastard..so late then dowan to come.so ask him come down my hood..boredom takes over, till we went on our own ways to our own house...okx i noe boring right hahax..

on my way..saw jugend..sk8 for while..lolx...then went home
then..n then.......n then.......n theeeennnnnnnn....

i noe i sleep around 8 plus woke up around now...micky goin cycling soon or wat..damn...i wish my bike still there..arrrhhhh
nvm...lata hhax..now i wanna chill n drink sum kopi..hehex

chin chaoz..seeya around...hmm my tagboard's dead..
mayb i should remove it..hahax.. it was so heavy to move the mouse to edit the back ground of my blog..i hate it actually..

hahax..

peace out no h8..

waitt.... see tis..

ahakx..

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certified gangsta

okx.
i got sum issues..
i dunnoe wat it is hahax..
tryin to livin it up..livin in da free world..
i have to rise wit the fallen..
taste the bitterness..climb over fence.
slit ur mom's throat.
nobody noes how violent i can be..
u...u'll noe sumday..its bored in here..
todae went skatin..yeaaaahhhhhhh...
fuck it..lost tis...lost that..dunnoe whens comin back..?
mayb i should push maself futher yah..
can't grind..can't do tis...can't do dat...fuck it
it's frustratin.skate sengkang..hahax..there tis dog n its owner sittin on the chair
blockin our way....burn mutha fucka burn...hahax..power la u ppl..
kwang³...jugend in da house yah...finally gotta sk8 after long injury due to unforseen circumstances.
lolx..i'll be back afta O's...like old days...
mugging..dunnoe can make it..lost confident lost faith..no motivations..no aims no goals..
wats up wit ppl nowadays..haix..bitchin..hahax dats cool..backstab..kill...slit troat..
i dunnoe wat i'm sayin..juz blog shit..okx peace out
seeya another time... JUGEND...

Raw dawg, get your arm gnawed off
Drop the sawed off and beat you wit the piece it was sawed off of
Fuck blood, I wanna see some lungs coughed up
Get shot up in the hot tub til the bubbles pop up
and they nose and cough snot up, mucus in hot water
Dats for tryin to talk like The Chronic was lost product
dats for even THINKIN of havin them thoughts thought up!
You better show some respect whenever the Doc's brought up!!
So what's the difference between us?
We can start at the penis
Or we can scream, "I Just Don't Give a Fuck, " and see who means it!

how i wish......

todae nuthin much..yesterdae i mean..i've been bloggin in da am.s lately..
got maself sum weed..lolx..oklah start from dat day...went geylang...walk2 wash2 eye..
nolah...nuthin much ah there...is juz dat i've not step into dat territory since dunnoe when 3 4 years back..kinda fun when u go wit ur brotha...sum buy couple of clothes..nuthin much..

everyday me also nuthin much..haix..
so i was havin a thought..why she wanna bother..like i care whether she care...
pretendin to care or wat..there's nuthin left to sae anymore..
i dowan to think of it...it juz make me SICK..!!! u heard me..

i wish i could just express it to some1 how i felt right now..yesterdae or mayb tomoro...
i dunnoe u..i dunnoe me...lolx...sounds familiar...really.. feelin bad everydae...trust me i cried every night....lolx nolah..crazy...no more tears no more fears...i dun need u..u dun need me..
u think i got miss u..? ok...its a no ok.. it doesnt really matter whether u got miss me or not..
coz i dun giv a shit....arrhh its gettin hot in here..so take off ur clothes...hahax..

ok cool me cool me...gimme sum air everybody...i'm sick n tired to think bout it... overreacting..?
i dunnoe...

todae..i mean yesterdae i woke up at 4 pm..omg....i waste my dae sleepin..its absurd dat ppl hang on my every word...i break my fast around 7 like dat...eat a bit...not so hungry though...
then went to the 8 steps hg pt..where i sk8...now where i study..hahax...thats use to be my 2nd home...those were da days..where koston and chad muska hang outs wit me..ahakx..klah enough of craps.. so change place to inside mac...everyday saw few hot babes inside..wat are they doin there...they noe i was comin right..? lolx.. hahax..then i left go port..take sum weezle in port chillin...so bored...kinda get my mind off it almost fully.... then... i was like ehh... kring2.... omg omg she called me..!!! wohoo..she wasted about 7 minutes of my life talkin...bla bla..
why..??
why bother...?
dun pretend dat u wanna care...it juz really make me fucking SICK to my stomach..
everytime i think of u..i puke....

thinkin of sittin down n write u a lil letter..i think a song prolly a lil betta then da letter..so u juz shreder..yeeda..dunnoe wat da...hah hah..

if not true then be it...the facts still remains...

peace out
lata days...

no h8..
juz bloggin...

chill

dun look back in anger....

u heard me say..?
follow ur heart people..dat's wat ya sae..
coz i chose dat way..
and i think everything's gonna be ok..

i'm livin it up..
two times tricked its all so rubbed..
heart throb like u fart so hard.
long time been doin tis beef
no one's there alive can make my teeth greeth
so hard i'ma break ur skull into half..
suck ur brains out and serve as mocha
baby drop for pakour its all fuck off.
so dumb and cool till u drop dead
left wit lumps and bloody pool..
so sorrie...

killin me off is not simple
tryin to knife me is tough n impossible..
its inadmissable. the trick is u dun hav wat
it takes to beat me..btw i like chicks wit thick hips..
hahax..rap so easily on sweetmc..now i'm take my munch2
n watch whose line izzit anyway..

peace of mafuchax
no h8..
its my rap game..

violents in me..ur learned from it..

hey...i'm kinda feeeling tired...hahax..

wats luv....its about trust...or izzit lust..
watch it..

joe crack..

eh wat ya doin u guys..my o's cummin...any tips an1..please..i need help..
hhahax..todae nuthin much ya...sleep late sure tired by now...
i dunnoe wat i'm doin.i cant wait for this shit to finish at the same time i don't want it to happy so quickly, kast minit won't do, god please help, only u will.i noe...

hopeless...hopeness..hope...
arrhhh
dunnoe lahh...
i wanna log offf
thx for reading

i'm kinda weak right now...
take care

peace no h8
juz bloggin...
tis web is only suitable for people below 26
if ur above...ur a fag.....dun sue me..coz ur a faggot...


p.s.
i have the rights to remain violent.anything i say or do will be use against u.

feelin...

ending was always bad..

u look tru my ma fucking shit...

time flies n shit changes..

y u still wanna read..yah u noe whu u are..

fuck off la..i need peace...

deleted everything...

i put my heart n soul,,
u put ur head n fold..

b4 i listen to techno u betta shuddup...
i dunnoe i dunnoe...

u dunnoe wat the fuck i've been tru..
hope to tell everything out..
u see.. there's nuthin to sae no more..
my arms loose..u take few secs to forget..
juz dat one night..
everything change..
ok

reality's harsh...i can accept it...
i failed to control myself..
it juz come from within..
lucky for u,,,
lucky there's sue..
ahakx..

peace

okx.......

if there's any bitches in tis room..there's sumthin i gotta sae.
for all those fools whu fall for the first gal whu come's thier way..
i've been down n now i rolling up..sitting on square one...
try to pick my self up...where i started from...


p.s.
i've nvr hated anyone like i hate u.....

stronger/?

it may seem look simple to u but its not..u will nvr noe how it feels..
realised dat all of u are the same...
i cant continue studyin like tis..
it affect me deeply..
u took the easy way out...u nvr learn ut lesson..
i really dun understand..i dun ok...
to hate or to love...u played me..
u used me..u hurt me...i may act like tis but deep inside..its unexplained..
u can get ut mind of it so easy-ly...depressing is one word
and there's hundred n one to describe how i felt right now
for those whu r reading my blog..i'm sorrie for not updating it
i still feels it...u dun...u r being indifferent for watever i've said..
dun noe y i'm like tis

remember when i promised after the dnt is done
everything's gonna be alright
nuthin's gonna be alright and nuthin's gonna change
to wait or to hold back or to forget..i'm confused...lonely..
disturbed by tis..u didnt really tell me why...ur totally indifferent..
juz another lame excuse..so fast..
so strong dat i cant get tru...after tis dat..after dat tis..
and its going back and forth..i'm really going crazy..
feeling killing my self..can i..?
for wat..for dat bitch whom used to be very positve..
are u finding alternative solutions to get ur way out..?

i really dun understand n i dun get it... tis is the most stupidest bloggin i've done
everything's down in my heart..i still hate u...
is life's like dat...can there be any worst..?
i really do hate u..i wanna forget bout the 5 days shit
2 years shit...picture shit..5 month shit..up and down shit
and all of ur shit...its not like u care...u dun even care
u did it to me few times..if ur like dat...then nuhtin's gonna change..
u will still be like dat...u'll nvr get wat u want if ur like dat..
turn over new leaf...turn over new shit...
y cant u juz understand...u cannot accept dat ur B~
anythin bad bout u...u cannot accept...but ur acting it dat way..
i've to go tru tis b4 O'''..?wat the heck...the months was better fufill wit my
skateboarding u noe dat..seriously after wat happen,,,ur raelly indifferent
go check dictionary la if u dunnoe wats indifferent...

everything's gonna be alright...juz me myself and her(my sk8board)
i wanna finish tis off wit a ollie down 8 mayb..
or fs flip down 6..hahax

sumbody gotta make me happy..only my deck will
no matter how hard i smack her...
i can still do kick flip wit my eyes close....
there's always consequence for wat ever i do...
mayb tis is it...last straw thats all dats it
there aint gonna be another fucking politics..
u feelin good over there...i noe...there's nuthin bad u will feel bout..
honesty is not a factor..how long can u go on witout it..?
are u selfish...?? u juz wanna make ur self feel better..right
everything's for urself right
all u have is for ur self right..

takpe...sabar jer lah yang ader dis sebelah serawak...
sabar adalah separuh dari malaysia..ehh
dari iman...bulan puase nie..
its good...okx...as time flies..when i can breath properly...
then i will do all the things dat i wanted...hope u juz stay happy dgn dier...

yang benar,
ur's truly,
manikam ,
puchitao,

muhammad syahmi